The Boy Next Door (boyxboy)

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So my 7 year old cousin was in an accident. I'm not going to go into details on what happened but she's okay.

She has a fractured collar bone, and her ribs are fractured in three different places. Her teeth are all shattered and knocked out and her face is all grazed up. And I think there's a bit of blood in her lung still so that's a worry.

Even tho I know she's okay, it's still traumatising and I'm still not coping so well.

I went to see her today and we were in her room for like less than 5 minutes and I began to feel really dizzy and I told my mum and she said to lie down then my aunty came over and asked me if I'm okay and I broke down in tears, like I was a sobbing mess and my mum had to pull me out the room and all the nurses were like "awww" in that sympathetic way and it wasn't great.

But I think she's doing much better now. It was just overwhelming I guess. But I'm still not in a great state of mind rn so I'm not in any state to be writing.

I'm really sorry I'm taking so long but please understand I could have lost my cousin only 3 days ago and it's hard. We're really close so seeing her like this and the idea of losing her has really got to me.

Please be patient with me. I'll try write asap but I can't assure it'll happen any time soon.