All you do is yell
If I don't shower, you yell
If I do shower, you yell
If I don't do my homework, you yell
I do my homework, you yell
If I ask you to pick me up from school because I don't feel well, you yell
If I tell you that I want to go to university, you yell
You yell all the time
And you ask me why I want to leave your side
You say you fought for me in court?
Come on !
You want me and my sisters to spite my father
How many parent conferences have you gone to?
How many times have you actually been in my school?
You keep lying about who you are
You go to church and praise the lord yet when we come back you tell us to die
You yell and yell
I want it to stop
You ask me why I'm never home
But when I'm home you yell at me to leave
What do you actually want?
You slap me and kick me
Then you ask why tears are leaving my eyes
When I tell you that I don't want to leave with you, you don't understand why?
All these empty promises
You've never really helped me get my shit together
What have you actually done?
Brought food to the table?
No, my father sends you that money
You yell and and throw tantrums when my father doesn't send you anything
You call him and tell him to die, but he's gone
He has another family, you're sad and pathetic
You try to get him to send you more and more money
Yet you don't save anything
I'm tired of your yelling
I don't even know your normal voice anymore
All I know is your yelling
I want it to stop
I'm tired of it
You, I'm tired of you
You may be my mother, but I'm afraid I'm losing my mind
I just want it to stop
Stop yelling
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A Loveless Ending
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