2 a.m. sadness

not anymore (#1)

should have realized more sooner
we're not close anymore
like we used to anymore
don't know what to say
don't know what to do
when im around you.

running out of words to say
things get more awkward
space become more bigger
not saying hi to each other anymore
become more ignorant

what is this ?
-- why are we like this ?

are we still connected?

is this my fault ?
-- that i forgot about you ?

i just, im afraid of losing you .
but now im losing you for real .

thank you for accompanying me
through all the years
i really am thankful for you

without you , im nothing.
without you , i don't know who i am

if you hate me now,
im sorry.

but please, if you still not hate me
-- please, just let me know.