Hurt

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"Izzy! Hold up" Shouted Niall whilst he ran after me. I didn't turn around. He caught up and grabbed me by the arm. I turned to face him. He was searching my face for something to say. I looked around and could see people looking; especially fans.

"Niall," I finally said. "People are looking"

"I don't care if people are looking. I came here to talk to you and I'm not going anywhere till we talk."

"Okay, fine. I won't be coming back to join you on tour!" I snapped

He looked quite hurt which made me feel quite bad.

"Why not? What about Polly? I thought we were meant to spending the summer together with the lads."

"Niall, Polly can do what she wants! She doesn't need me. You have the boys so you don't need me. If I come back, I will hurt you whilst being with Luke. I would feel guilty. Niall, you're my best friend and I would never do anything to hurt. And the hate?! No way."

Did I just friend-zone him? I did have feelings for him but then I went out with Luke. I had hoping to go out with Niall for a long time but I waited for him. Stupid mistake. I waited too long...

"Izzy, the boys and I get hate as well! We don't give a shit about though, we move on and ignore it. Yes it hurts but, it is our way to get through it. Just do the same. Yeah, you're right. Polly can do what she wants, that is why she is now secretly dating Harry..."

Wow! Good for her

"As for me, I am happy if you're happy...even if it hurts."

"Niall," I was starting to cry "Don't say it like that. I don't want to hurt you." Nothing was working. Therefore, I choose to tell him.

"I had feelings for you as well"

He looked up.

"What?"

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