heart broken with his baby

where it all began!!!

Hello everyone my name is lillah diamond and I am currently 16 years old going onto 17 yeee! So excited.well.Anyways let talk about my life and how it wasn't that great honestly well here goes nothing.

It started of with the normal routine of " hey wake up you whore don't make the pack starve" straight away I knew it was my brother carter. anyways I hurried down stairs with my pjs still on then as I reach the last stair I feel a wide swing behind me feeling the pain I knew it was my brother, holding back the tear that I felt at the edge of my eye. I turn around and say "I'm sorry brother I woke up late and,"cutting me of "well I don't care you whore you better start breakfast before everyone wakes and get out as well." Well you might wonder why my own blood related brother treated me like this well it started of when my mum was pregnant with me and as you know everyone was overwhelm by have the wife of the beta being pregnant again. My brother tells me this over and over that my mum died right after giving birth to me as she lost lot of blood because on the way to the hospital were attack by rouges and after my mum died my dad became an alcoholic and was apparently stripped of his title as beta and then he stays in his study not going out and everyone worries but no one turns to realise that I'm the one most regretful because I knew I was the cause.well moving on it was my birthday on tuesday but of course I didn't have a party if I was lucky enough I could bake myself I small cupcake pretending it was a birthday cake.

Snapping out of my daydream realising the pack was going to wake up in two hours time I had to make 500 eggs and bacon for the adult 300 pancakes for the teens and 250 bowls of cereal for the children knowing everyone preference especially the children if you haven't noticed I love children, after finishing everything I had 30 minutes to make my lunch grabbing it I hurried upstairs to my closet a.k.a a garbage bag well I wasn't wanted remember, I put on my high waisted jeans tucking a black long sleeved top on french braiding my hair what's the point trying to impress someone hell no well I raced out of my room out of the door after opening it then I realise I bump into someone, well that someone HAD to be the alpha's son soon to be alpha zach moon I speak "sorry I didn't mean to I was just,"cutting me off "do you guys hear anyone.""no zach"said my brother carter "no alpha""sound cheesy "replied zach "well start getting use to it "said hunter I think his soon to be third in command (by the way my brother is going to be Zach's beta just like father was) suddenly pushing me out the way I hit my ass hard on the solid ground that I sweeped this morning "who cleans this place its so dirty ew"he says in disgust that hurt like a dagger to the heart. Bowing my head down I pick my bag and lunch and ran out of the house in tears.

I arrived at school and as you may notice by the earlier treatment it was no different at school I get thrown into lockers thrown paper at and worse sometime like having my head shoved down the toilet you know those story's you hear when first year enter school they get their head down the toilet well the difference was I was in my last year of high school I still got treated like that sometime I wonder don't they get tired of always abusing me. Last lesson was music with miss chapman I loved miss chapman dearly but recently she's been acting strange because as she was my mums BFF I went on lunch to her and asked what was wrong and she came clean and said everyone is been telling me you carry a disease that is very contagious but I replied "If I had such a disease don't you think that you would as everyone else caught that disease"I said as I hear footsteps enter I knew it was zach as straight away he pointed out something smelled I knew he was talking about me a mouth good bye to miss chapman but as I went past him he nudges me pretty hard on the arm, school ended finally it was Zach's birthday party I knew I wasn't allowed but I love seeing mates finding each other not letting go. I always had this dream that when I find my mate he would cherish me and take me away from this hell hole ever since I turn 15 I had this good paying job save up load of money ready to leave but never sure when​. I went 'home' and prepared a lot of food for a total of 1,932 pack member including children meals (I forgot to tell you our pack was the most fierce pack as well as the biggest pack in the U.S. in new york by the way).

I prepared everything It was 7 pm I hurried upstairs to change into my most beautiful black dress that reached the floor and had a rip at the right side of the dress I added a gold belt around my waist as well as wearing my black gladiator sandals moving onto my hair I curled it letting it fall past my waist,also applying small make up including lipstick,mascara,eyeshade,eyeliner,
blush and concealer as well as a bit of foundation this was the very first time applying make up, I hear people coming I race downstairs​ to the main room where everyone was all I could hear was gasps from in front and in the back I look to see who they were looking at and then I realised it was me who they were looking at.

what happened next was something that I would never expect ............

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