Resistance

You are the Heaven to my Brokeness

I put on the clothes that was on the couch and grabbed my dress and heels and headed out the door. As I was locking the door memories kept rushing back.
* FLASHBACK 1 YEARS AGO*
He swept me up in his arms and walked over the threshold, he gently sat me down. I spun around and gave him a kiss, I pulled away and started into his beautiful brown eyes. I was taken back by him, he was a lengthy 6'1 and strong build. His smile was heavenly as he flashed his pearly whites. His lips flushed with a rosie pink and resembled pillows and just sat so perfectly upon his face daring me to kiss them. His skin was satin and dripped caramel and never flawed and sometimes would make me jealous because he never got a pimple. His freckles caressed his face, his beautiful chocolate eyes were creamy, smooth and addictive. His eyes screamed with delight and love, they were calming and nurturing, yet sensual and seductive. They were a home like feeling that I never had the chance to experience. His embrace was warm and strong.
"This is ours baby girl, all ours I bought this home for you and our new life. You have a fresh start with me." His released those words with his silky smooth voice.
"The world is ours babe" I replied jumping into his arms.
*END OF FLASH BACK*
I ruined everything our home our family even him, I haven't been the same since that year. But he was just too much for me and my life style and I was never enough for him.
I walked off the porch and down the street to my moms house. I prayed that I wouldn't walk into a scene today.
*10 minutes later*
I pushed open the unlocked front door.
"Mom!" I yelled out but their was no answer. "Mom where are you!? Are you home?!" Still no reply I began to get nervous and ran to her room, she was sprawled out on the floor holding a needle in one hand and a bottle of jack Daniels in the other. "What in the actual hell mom?' What are you doing!? Where's Krissy!" I yelled at her
"Stop fucking yelling Lex, I'm right here I'm not deaf" "but apparently you were when I was calling from the front" I grunted while trying to help her up from the floor. "Mom you need to help me your heavy" "maybe your just weak darling" she laughed. I got her in a upright position and snatched the needle from her hand and threw it away. "You need to cut that shit out before you overdose" I said with my arms crossed. "Stop worry alexia I have been doing this for 20 years it barely affects me now" she said. I scoffed as I heard my sister come into the house. I ran out to the front and gave her A huge hug. "Krissy!!" "Alexia". I took a step back and looked at her but I was in disbelief. "What the hell is that Krissy??!!" I snatched her face and started at the blackness that shadowed her left eye. "It's nothing alexia, mike just get a little mad at me yesterday" I let her face go and went to my room and rummage through my clothes, she followed quickly behind me. "What are you doing Lex?, please don't do anything stupid" she pleaded. I grabbed my gun out of the drawer and headed for the door, I could feel her tugging at my arm. "Let me go Kristina!" I yelled at her while snatching my arm away. "Please lex! Don't I love him" I stopped and looked her dead in the face "love doesn't punch you in the fucking face!" I continued walking as I grabbed the keys and headed for the door. I could hear her calling Bryan. "What the hell are you doing give me that!" I demanded. "No! Bryan please come over lex is trying to go kill mike she has a gun and she's going to kill him!" She told him as she was running through the house trying to get away from me. "Give me the phone!" "No!" I stopped running because I knew I didn't have time to chase her around I turned and went out the door but I could still hear her yelling to Bryan telling him to hurry.