My Multi Ego

The Bus Rid

Recap

As I was pushed into the police car, I seen a group of boys I never seen before wearing all black was looking at me with an amused look. "It's those boys fault, that the police are here, get to them, let out your anger" my evil subconscious whispers to me. I started to get angry again. My breathing became uneven as I got madder. Just when the officer was about to close the car door, I Lifted my legs up and kicked it open, with all my might.

I jumped out of the car and mange to get my hands in front of me with the handcuffs on, and started to make my way to where the group of boys are but didn't even make it 20feet when a officer grab me from behind but fuck it I'm already in trouble so I throw my head back hitting the officer in the nose and swag both of my hands at the office who tried and seek up behind me.

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I didn't get a change to make it to the group of boys because one of the cops hit me on the back of the head with his gun and knocked me out cold. Only to find myself waking up in a STRAIGHT JACKET!! Also with that crazy masked thing on my face, laying in a jail cell and the people that was in here with me was staying all the way across the cell looking scared shitless. Like I was going to kill them or something.

"Miss Diesel, your mom is here, to take you to court for you trail." and angry looking officer with a black eye said opening the cell door. I feel so bad for what I did to his face, that I stopped and said "I'm so, so, so sorry for what happened to your face."

All he gave me was a mean glare. But I just walked away.

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I had to ride in the cops car with the straight jacket because I quote 'I am a danger to myself and to others.'

My mom didn't say anything to me but "Your just like your father" in distaste. I was beginning to think, did my father beat the shit out of a teenage girl and then moved onto the cops like I did?

Sitting in the court room in a straight jacket with a lot of people looking at me with disapproval looks. Makes me want to shield away but at the same time punch them in the face.

"Miss Diesel you are being charged with fighting police officers, resisting arrest, breaking one of their nose and giving 2 others a black eye, you are also being charged with fighting a class mate Kayla Smith, also for breaking her nose, give her a black eye, a busted lip and 2 broken ribs. You are to stay 1 year and 9 months in juvenile delinquents or you can take anger management for 1 year and 5 months for $600 hundred dollars a weeks, your choice" the judged said. "What happened about the drugs?" I asked

"Well, your teacher have seen Miss Smith hand you the lipstick, and she will be taken care of once she's out of the hospital" the judge replies.

"What is your answer, the juvenile delinquents center, or anger management?" I was about to say anger management, but was cut off by my mother, when she said "Well the juvenile delinquents make her better and be good?" the judge nods her head yes... All I can do is look at my mom in shock at what she does next "She'll take juvenile delinquents center"

Does she hate me that much, that she'll send me away to a place I can be kill by mini killers...

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It felt like an life time sitting in the back of the ugly yellow cheese bus, but in reality it only been 2hours 30mins and 24s. I've been trying to keep calm, but my damn subconscious is saying otherwise.

"Kept calm" "Kept calm" "I can do this" I say repeatedly to myself while taking deep breaths

"Yah right, you can do nothing, you are nothing without me" my evil subconscious hissed at me "Leave me alone, you done nothing but caused me troubles" I said softy mentally. To afraid to get to angry, that would only let her out and that's what she wants. "YOUR WEAK!!-" she laughs "Your weak, physically and mentally. Your nothing but a weak little girl" "Leave me alone" I said stronger then what I said before but it just continue.

"Your a weak child, who has mommy and daddy issues. But guess what daddy never coming back and mommy ain't anything but a whore who can't keep her legs close-"

Insults after Insults

"Your hiding in this shell, but guess what baby that's not the real you, I'm the real you and you can't keep me lock up forever and once I break out I'm bring hell along with me-..."

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I yelled out loud

"Are you crazy or something?" one of the cops with the shotgun in his hands asked me.

I thought him calling me crazy would bring her out again but no, it's just peace and quiet. Now I can go back in my shy and quiet self and hope no one notice me.

"Hey, kid we don't have all day, let go" the officer that had asked of I was crazy said, while snapping his fingers in front of my face to get my attention.

Walking down the stairs on the bus I tripped on the last one and with the straight jacket on I couldn't catch myself, so I ended up falling on officer that spoken to me before. It was an accident but he made it look like I was trying to kill him, from the way he screamed.

"I'm sorry I couldn't catch my balance with my arm wrapped around my body from the straight jacket" I said faking a soft, shy voice. But in my mind I was telling him to shut the fuck up and stop acting like a bitch.