daddy's little boy

fuck.

About 3 months later ~

Things had been going great for such a long time, all of the dates, all of our special moments together, all of it. It was great until today ..

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I sat down on the couch reading a book, listening to music when the door busted open. I took my headphones out and furrowed my eyebrows, seeing Josh stumble in kissing another man.

"Josh?" He ignored me for a second and continued to kiss him.

"Josh!" He turned and looked at me. His face looked kinda distorted as if he wasn't real. "What..the fuck..do you want..?" He slurred. "Who the fuck is this? Have you been drinking?" I walked towards him a bit and he stepped back.

"Don't come near me!" He yelled slightly. I jumped a little as he yelled. "Josh what's wrong??" "I don't like you, that's what's wrong!" My face saddened, "Josh you should lay down..and he should leave."

"Don't tell me what the fuck to do and maybe you should leave." He kinda growled, walking towards me with the man." Josh, you're obviously drunk, please, just lay down." He stumbled a little, while walking towards me. My eyes widened as I felt my back touch a wall. He walked closer to me and leaned in slightly. I cringed, he smelled of alcohol and cigarettes. I jumped as he punched the wall near my face.

"Josh, please." "Why are you even here?" He slurred. "I'm here to protect you." "It's clear that I don't love you, I don't..I don't understand why you continue to stay here." "Josh..go lay down, now." I pushed him away slightly. "Don't tell me what to do you whore!" He slapped me and my eyes widened. I sunk down, holding my face. Tears welled up in my eyes as he left me and walked upstairs.

I cried silently, not sure what to do. After thinking for a moment, I went up to my room, grabbing all of my clothes and putting them in a suitcase. My heart broke as his words replayed in my head. It's clear that I don't love you. "I don't understand why I thought I had a chance." I grabbed my suitcase and walked downstairs. Nick saw me, "You're leaving..?" I stopped and looked at him. "Yeah..it's for the best." I walked over and hugged him, "Thank you for all that you've done." "It's been a pleasure, Mr.Joseph." "Goodbye, Nick." I moved away and walked outside. I sighed, feeling the cold air on my skin. I called a taxi and looked back at the building before getting inside the taxi.

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Josh's POV

I woke up, my head pounding. I turned to my right, noticing a man that I had never seen before. "What the hell..?" Fuck. Tyler. I jumped out of bed and went to Tyler's room, noticing all of his stuff was gone. I checked the bathrooms and downstairs. "Tyler!" I yelled hoping to hear his voice. I furrowed my eyebrows trying to remember what happened last night.

I sat down and looked at a hole in the wall. I thought nothing of it until images flooded my mind depicting last nights events. I saw two guys near the hole in the wall and heard a slap. My eyes widened when I realized that it was Tyler and me by the wall. I looked at my hand. Tyler. "Fuck!" I slammed my fists down onto the counter.

I ran upstairs, grabbing my shoes and keys. Tyler. I thought and raced down stairs and to my car. Tyler. He's all I can think about right now.

I drove to his house that he shared with his friend and knocked on the door. Alex opened it a little and had a look of disgust on his face when he saw me. "Is Tyler here?" "Go away, he doesn't want to talk to you, especially after what you did to him last night. You're horrible, Josh. He really loved you and you threw it all away. Goodbye." "No wait-" He closed the door and I didn't know what to do.

l walked back to the car and slammed on the steering wheel. "FuckFuckFuckFuck!" "Goddammit Joshua. You're a fucking idiot. No wonder you can't be happy!" FUCK. That's all I could think : FUCK.

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Tyler's POV

Tears rolled down my face as I replayed last night in my head, my heart breaking more and more as I thought of them. "Josh.." I whispered and touched my cheek, wincing a little. It still hurt. I bit my lip. "Josh," I sighed as more tears rolled down.

Alex walked in and sat down on my bed. "Heyy, do you need anything?" I shook my head, "No..I'm fine.." "Ty, c'mon, I know what happened last night was horrible, but you have to try and forget it. It'll be hard, but I know you can do it."

"It's too hard, Alex." "Like I said, 'It'll be hard, but I know you can do it.'" "Well..I guess I could try to forget."
"That's the spirit! Come on, we'll go shopping or something," he smiled.

That's why I love Alex. He's such a good friend, I don't know what I'd do without him.

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After what seemed like forever we got back home. I have to say, it was a pretty nice way to try to forget, but sadly I did not forget about Josh. His bright yellow hair, his beautiful, mocha eyes, soft and perfectly shaped lips..

Stop it Tyler. I shook my head to rid it of any thoughts I had on Josh. It's just hard, especially when you really love that person. Why do I do this to myself?

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Josh's POV

It literally hasn't been that long and I miss him so much. Fuck. I'm officially the biggest asshole on this planet. No, actually I'm the biggest asshole in the whole universe. I want to talk to him. I need to talk to him. But I can't. Tyler. His name..his body..his voice..ugh him.

I need him right now..to tell me it's okay, to tell me that it was just a nightmare. I need him. I just need him. All of him. I love you. Those three words..they ring through my head in his soft and gentle voice.

I'm so sorry, Tyler.

soooooo this is the end, oops ? well at least for now, but donut worry frens imma make a second one xx it'll be soon ily all vv much, thank you for reading 💞