"i love you"

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Tyler's POV

I woke up, rubbing my eyes. I looked over at the alarm clock : 2:30 am. Damn, it's early. I looked up at the ceiling and sighed. "I have to get up for work in a few hours." I smiled, knowing I had about 7 hours of sleep left. Sadly, since I knew I probably wasn't going to sleep, I grabbed my phone and texted Josh.

babyboy 💞 : hi

Josh's POV

My phone buzzed and I groaned turning to the side to grab it. I turned it on and smiled seeing who it was.

daddy 👅💦 : hey baby, what're you doing up this late?

babyboy 💞 : i couldn't sleep without you 😔

daddy 👅💦 : aww babyboy

babyboy 💞 : could you come over please..? it sucks sleeping alone.

I stared at my screen wondering if I should go or not. I've never done this for anyone else, but..one time couldn't hurt.

daddy 👅💦 : alright ty, i'll go right now.

I stood up and put some clothes on. I grabbed my shoes and my keys before walking out the door.

Tyler's POV

Tears welled up in my eyes and I curled up into a ball underneath the blankets. Jesus Christ, I'm such a crybaby. I honestly don't know why I felt like this. Just a second ago I was doing fine, and now here I am, feeling like absolute shit. No one will ever love you as long as you live. "Josh loves me..doesn't he..?" He said he can't love, as if he's heartless, but he's not..I don't understand. I covered my face when I heard yelling in the living room, it was Alex and..Josh? I didn't think he'd actually come over here. I could see through the crack in the door as Josh pushed past Alex. He rushed into the room and Alex followed behind him. "Can I please throw this guy out, Ty?" "Al, just go, it's fine," I sniffled. "If he does anything to you, call me-" "Alex it's fine." He walked out and Josh rolled his eyes, snorting slightly. "Anyways.." He moved to my bedside and grabbed my hand that was hanging. "What's wrong, baby?" I shook my head. "I don't know..one second I was fine, and now I just don't want to be here." "Ty, why're you saying these things..?" "I'm not enough for you, I'm not enough for anyone or anything." "Baby..please, don't talk that way." Josh sighed and looked at me. "You mean the world to me and I don't want to lose you." I looked back at him with red eyes, they glistened with tears as the moonlight shone upon them.

"I'm really not what you want Josh..I..I love you." My face saddened even more as I continued to speak. "I love you..but you don't love me back." Josh's eyes widened a little and he furrowed his eyebrows. "Tyler.." I shook my head cutting him off slightly. "No matter what..I will always love you. You'll never love me and I understand.." Josh grabbed my face and pressed his lips against mine, shutting me up real quick. He wrapped his arms around my waist, and I wrapped mine around his neck. I tilted my head to the side a bit to kind of deepen the kiss. He pulled away slightly and looked at me.

"Truth is Tyler..I've never been able to love. But.." Josh looked away a little bit and he furrowed his eyebrows. "I could try." My face lit up and I started to smile. "Really..?" He nodded. "I've never done it before, but for you..I could try." "Josh..I-" He cut me off with another kiss and held me as he did. I melted into the kiss, but kinda sighed when he pulled away. Baby, I really want to make this work..I've never wanted someone as badly as I want you." I looked into his eyes, biting my lip gently. "How can I tell you're not lying?"

My breath hitched as I felt his hand ride up my arm. "Let me show you." My eyes widened a little bit at his words. "Let me show you how badly I want you, and how willing I am to make this work." He grabbed ahold of my hands and kissed them. My face flushed a deep red and I nodded a little bit before looking at him, "Show me."

He laid me down slowly and kissed down my neck. I closed my eyes, leaning my head back and slightly tilting my head to the side allowing more access to my neck. He continued to kiss down until he made it to my waist. I opened my eyes and looked down at him, biting my lip. He lifted my shirt up a little bit and kissed along my waist line. I squirmed slightly and he brought his hands to my hips, holding them down. "J-Josh.." He stopped kissing them and moved his face towards mine. "What is it, baby?" I blushed a little and looked at him straight in the eyes. "Make love to me." His eyes widened a little, but he brushed it off and nodded. He ran his hands down my thighs making me shiver. I moaned a little at the feeling of his hands, they were soft. He took my shirt off and kissed my chest.

I loved the way his lips felt on me. They felt amazing. He stopped kissing my body and took his shirt off. My eyes turned their attention to his torso and I bit my lip. He leaned in close to my ear and whispered, "You're beautiful, you know that?" I shook my head. "Yes, you're very beautiful. No one can say otherwise." "Josh.." I blushed. "I'm serious, Ty. You're the most beautiful person in the world." I smiled a little, biting my lip again. "God, I really do love you."

Josh smiled a little and I kissed him, wrapping my arms around his neck. He looped his fingers in my underwear and slowly pulled them down. I moaned into his mouth and blushed. He pushed his tongue into my mouth making me moan again. He kept his lips on mine and unbuttoned his jeans. I helped him slide them down, along with his boxers.

He pulled away for a second and I turned to my left, grabbing a bottle of lube from the drawer. I handed it to him and watched him as he opened it, squirting a little bit onto his hand. He rubbed it onto himself and I laid back down in my previous spot. He grabbed my legs and wrapped them around his waist. I bit my lip feeling him at my entrance. He slowly pushed into me and I moaned, leaning my head back.

"Oh, Josh." He gripped my hips and gently thrusted into me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought him down to my face. He pressed his lips against mine, kissing me softly. I ran my nails lightly down his back and continued to kiss him. He thrusted into me slightly faster than before. I moaned into his mouth and moved my hands up to his hair, pulling on it gently. He groaned softly and bit my lip.

"Tyler.." He whispered. "Josh," I whispered back. He picked up his pace, rocking his hips into mine. He tightened his grip on my hips, leaving little finger print marks. I ran my nails down his back once more, putting pressure on it as I did. He moaned and slightly slammed into me. I arched my back, moaning. "Josh.." "Yes, baby?" "D-Do that again..please." Josh smiled a little and slammed into me once more.

I brought my hand to my dick and slowly pumped it. He thrusted into me, moaning loudly. I circled my thumb around my shaft and moaned. "Oh Tyler, you're so beautiful when you moan." I blushed and pumped myself faster. He moaned loudly, "Ty, I'm close.." I nodded and continued to pump myself, I too was close. "M-Me too." "Cum for me, baby." I moaned feeling my dick twitch slightly and closed my eyes tightly, feeling myself cum into my hand. It flowed down onto my stomach and I blushed again not sure what to do. Josh sloppily thrusted before pouring himself into me. I opened my eyes and looked at him, my face flushed pure red. He looked back at me and looked down at my hand. He giggled, grabbing my hand and licking off the cum on it. "You taste good, Ty." My eyes widened a little bit and my face turned a deep red. He smiled and pecked my lips before slowly pulling out of me. I whimpered quietly at the feeling. He grabbed a towel nearby and handed it to me, which I gladly took to clean myself up. "I'll be back." He nodded and I stood up, wincing a little before walking into the bathroom.

I came back a few minutes later and laid down beside him. He wrapped his arms around me and brought me closer to him. I kissed his chest and yawned, "I love you." He smiled and kissed my head. "I know." I smiled and cuddled into him before drifting off.

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Josh's POV

Wow..I had no idea that making love was amazing. I mean I knew what having sex was, but I didn't know what making love felt like until now. I think I might possibly love Ty, it's hard to tell. He brings me these feelings that I've never had before and they're great, but scary at the same time. I don't know how to explain it..but I kinda like it..

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