On the Run A Beyonce and Jay z FanFic

Chapter 9

Beyonce's POV

Beyonce: Jay! Where have you been?

Jay:...

He doesn't answer me. Jay actually just glances at me and heads to the kitchen. His eyes were bloodshot and he reeked of alcohol. He was drinking last night...and heavily. I follow him.

Beyonce: I tried to call you, but you didn't answer. Where were you last night and all of this morning?

Jay: ...

Beyonce: Jay...please answer me.

Jay: I brought you some food.

He sits down at the counter, and places the iHop bag between the two of us. He's trying to distance himself from me. The food makes me feel nauseous. 

Beyonce: All I wanted to know was if you were okay.

Jay: Well, I'm sitting right here, aren't I?

I slowly nod my head. He takes a bite of his pancakes and chews without looking at me. I didn't feel like picking a fight, so I left the kitchen and headed upstairs. While up there, I threw up and cried...

*3 DAYS LATER*

Jay and I haven't really talked since when he came back home from that suspicious night out. I mean we have talked and made a little small conversation, but we haven't really chatted about anything meaningful...at least not like we used to. But we were getting along, so I guess thats a step in the right direction.

To keep things peaceful at the house, I haven't asked about that night out. I know he wouldn't do anything stupid. Jay is still my husband and we love each other. He promised he wouldn't cheat on me again, and therefore I shouldn't even be thinking about that. He probably just passed out at a friend's house.

I especially didn't tell Jay about Kanye. Everytime I mention him, Jay throws my phone against a wall, or storms out of the house. But I have been thinking about what Kanye said. It'll be great to be on the other side of the music process. I've always said that I wanted to hone in on my writing and producing skills...maybe this is my chance. Kanye did make me feel a little uncomfortable, but maybe its all in my head. I'll talk to Jay about it later.

I have an appoitnment with my OBGYN today. We finally get to find out the gender of our baby! Jay and I are more ecstatic than we've ever been in our entire life. This appointment was actually one of the things that got us talking over the past 3 days. Maybe today will fill the void between Jay and I.Maybe everything will be back to normal...

Kanye's POV

Kim and I actually decided to move temporarily into an apatment complex. It was just easier to live here instead of an actual house since we weren't planning on staying in New York forever. Its actually not too far from the iHop where Kim and I had breakfast and saw Jay. A lot of celebrities live here too, so I guess it'll be nice to be around people who live the same lifestyle as us. We moved in apartment 33B

Kim and I just finished placing the last moving box in what would be our living room area. This apartment was simple but gorgeous. Five bedrooms, five baths, 3000 square feet, and Macassar Ebony wood flooring. It would be great to call the place our temporary home.

I turned and looked at Kim.

She was staring out of the glass window that had a view of all of New York. It really was a beautiful sight. She was enthralled with the beauty that was this apartment. I watched her as she did a complete 360 and took in everything that she saw, as if she hadn't seen the apartment before. Her big brown eyes finally dashed to me. Kim's eyes filled with light as she skipped, ran, and dashed (it was a combo of all three) to me. She stood in front of me, and left no space between our bodies. She gripped my sides and clenched my shirt. She bit her lip.