If You're Not For Me

7

I went outside and took a walk

To the bright streets of our city

The witness of my happiness and sorrow

Mixed emotions they could be

My eyes were glued to a familiar shadow

My knees felt weak that I couldn't move them at all

The girl I'm jealous of, the girl he loved the most

Flirting with a guy I don't know at all

I felt sorry for him, for this is how his story goes

His girl with a man who was much worse

I wanted to tell, but my brain said no

Why should I even care at all

But my heart said yes, I love him and I should let him know

Now it feels like my senses are having a battle with no one to win at all

I love him and I don't want him to be hurt

But he's always hurt so all I can do is just to take his pain away

And put it into mine

Till I feel numb

Drowning in all the pain he put me through.