If You're Not For Me

18

I was running so fast

Everything was a blur

In the corner of the streets

Where the city lights guided me

All the way to somewhere

I don't know

I'm lost. 

I closed my eyes

And felt your warm touch in my skin

My heart beat so fast

That I couldn't hear anymore

I never wanted to open my eyes

I don't want to see your face

Because I know I can't stop myself

From holding on.

But you were a jerk

You pulled me close

And guided me to your heart

And as I hear every beat of yours

Screaming out my name

Tears started to fall

Why is it so hard to let go?

Why do I love you so much?

And once again

I failed

I fooled myself

I'm a liar

I'm not true to my words

Those promises I kept myself

They're all crashed

Once I saw this man.