Pokemon Ash X Reader - Hateful Love

64. All I Wanted . . .

This song is Wrecking Ball from Miley Cyrus, I did't used the vid because it was . . . mature . . . but this song is very beautiful, many call it vulgar but this song shows how broken she is when she was dumped, it's not a bad song, it's just the video hides the true meaning of it

(Your POV)

We were together playing, talking, side by side

We never kissed but our body said it all

We did't even hugged romantically 

But still I fell under your spell of love

And I agree that 

No one could ever deny it 

But was that really my fault?

And you say I left you but it was you

So don't you ever say I just walked away

Cause I've always loved you

I can live a life running from the lies

But I still always want you . . .

I came in like wrecking ball 

I never had so hard love

Cause you were my one and only love

All I ever wanted was to break you up

All I wanted till now was to break you up

Cause you ever did was break me

Back you then you broke me

It was the same cycle again

I loved you, then I run away, I then take revenge, I then think about you, I then want to be with you again, I then again leave you, I then again come to you, I then leave you, I then become paranoid, I then move on, I then make fun of you . . . again, I then take revenge, I then get jealous again, I then cry again, I then leave again, I then come back again . . . and so . . . now here I'm . . . still normal, still beautiful, not a single tear from back then, have I decided on myself, if I don't hate you now, if I don't love you now, why should't I be just friends with you - no - the most difficult thing of a relationship, which you can never handle, is being friends with your ex, especially when you 2 will be alone

So leave it Ash Ketchum 

So what should I do?

Should I debate AGAIN if I love you or not?

No . . .

You are really strong, giving up on me, and leaving me like that . . . 

Well . . . 

That's what my Dad did . . .

He left my mom, and never came back . . . 

She was their crying, begging him from going . . .

But that's what I thought . . .

She indeed tried to stop him but when he was about to leave she was happy

She said she does't care if he does't, why should she?

She was strong!

She was not left aback even once!

But even though I tried to be strong I fell . . . hard

Each time . . . 

The more higher I would climb the harder I would fall . . . 

But their must be a mid-point - WAIT!

Could it be - !

A/N - What could it be? Find out in the next chapter!