Eyes says it all

Shutting everyone out//LM stop Y/N

A/N: Going to be a quite a long chapter
So it's been a couple of days since my mum has visited and I feel like I'm a useless daughter for lying to her even though she says I'm not a disappointment I feel like one, really don't want to do this but I'm shutting everyone out because with what I'm feeling it's the easiest option because I don't want people to worry about me and involve the daily life routines around me because of the way I'm feeling I guess it's best to warn the girls especially Pez

* groupchat *
Y: Heya girls I want to warn you
L: About what!!
P: Baby?
Je: Y/N!!
Ja: Tell us you are worrying me
Y: Well it's be a couple of days since my mum has left and even though she says I'm not I feel like I'm a disappointment to the world so I'm shutting everyone out its nothing personal to you girls ❤
P: NO 😭😭
Je: Y/N YOU ARE NOT A DISAPPOINTMENT!
Y/N: Left the group
P: Girls we've got to help her 😩😩😭
Je: Yes we do and we will Hun!
Ja: ^^
L: ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Okay so the girls now know that I'm shutting everyone out I left the group just so that I wouldn't get spammed by them telling me everything is okay when it actually isn't because after I told my mum about well him who shouldn't be named at all she decided to leave maybe there was an actual reason to why she came down and I made it about myself just as I thought that I heard a knock on my door

* Perrie's POV *
Okay so y/n has decided to shut us out well she won't get far with us girls which I though she would of known but maybe not anyway I knocked on her door which was a stupid thing to do because she clearly isn't going to answer so I just walked and sat next to her and held her in my arms even though she kept moving away from me which hurt me but I'm not giving up on her!!

Okay so Perrie clearly doesn't understand the phrase of shutting everyone out but then maybe she's doing this because she hates seeing me like this every time she held me in her arms I kept moving I felt bad I could tell that it was hurting her when I done that but I wanted to be alone but I know Perrie well enough to know she will not give up and I might as well talk to her.

* Jesy's POV *
I don't get why y/n feels like a disappointment so I planned a movie day and her seat is next to Pez only because I want to live anyway I went to her room and said we are having movie day and before you say no you are joining us and she replied with ugh and came downstairs with me and sat next to Perrie who then mouthed me thank you Perrie love this is about y/n not you get out of your Perrie zone.
* Jade's POV *
Jesy had a good idea to have a movie day and not give y/n the option to say yes or no so well done Jess anyway y/n went into the kitchen so I followed her ( not in a creepy way ) and I called her she turned around and broke down crying so I shout to the girls quick!

* Leigh's POV *
So y/n and Jade were in the kitchen and then Jade shouted for us and when we went in there y/n was in Jade's arm and Perrie ran upstairs crying I think it's because she hates seeing her like this but running away is not going to help y/n!

So I was crying in Jade's arms all the girls were there apart from Perrie Leigh said she ran upstairs crying because she's hates seeing me like this,
I explained to the girls of what was going on in my head so I said besides my mum randomly deciding to leave it's Michael which I know who shouldn't be named but knowing that he's out is making me feel conscious and thinking I can't go out by myself if he's out because I don't know what will happen. After I said that they all understood and I asked Jess if she could tell Pez for me she replied with happy to y/n I smiled in response and Perrie appeared out of nowhere and went no need I was at the bottom of the stairs listening y/n can I have a word please
Erm I'm not liking the sound of this so called word

* Perrie's POV *
So I was sitting on the bottom of the stairs listening as I didn't want y/n to see how I  was and I honestly wish I was in the with her while she was explaining to the girls but I couldn't face it I asked her if I could have a word and took her upstairs into her room, Erm Pez are you mad at me or something was all I heard y/n say I went what no I want to apologise for not being there for you when you were broken down in tears and I'm sorry that I wasn't the one holding you.

Pez shush and come here I said while opening my arms and she hugged me back I went Pez she mhm I went look at me so she did and I kissed her till air became a problem and then we let go and hugged more.

A/N: Sorry it's mega long I though I'd do a long one not only to say thank you for 1K reads also to apologise for not uploading ❤❤❤