The Secrets I keep ~ Zianourry(ON HOLD)

Chapter : 5

Now in that moment , that very moment. Harry was not thinking at all. It came out because Harry just wanted to know already. And ya know he figured , they went  out of there way for some boy they barely even  know.

Right there in that moment. It felt as if the world had froze. Louis and Liam's eyes were wide eyed. Niall had no emotion , simply because he was so shocked. It wasn't like anyone was expecting he'd even do that.

Zayn did not move. Not even a millimeter. It was if he had frozen along with the world. He didn't even kiss back , cause he was taken aback by it . Harry held the kiss for a couple more seconds before pulling back. Lets say it now. He had no absolutely no feelings for the boy.

" Its because we care so deeply about you , we don't want you to push us away. And yes I know. We've only known you for like a couple days , not even a week , but that just means your one hell of a catch",Harry said

He had no idea what he was talking about . Harry looked at the boys , urging them to follow along.

" And.....", Niall said trailing off. He didn't know what to say.

" Such a boy like you , is to beautiful to be in so much pain", Louis said awkwardly but also trying to make it believable. He wasn't even gay , not really , so it was weird telling a boy to boy he was cute.

Zayn took in what they were saying. He took in the fact that Harry just kissed him. He never thought himself to be attractive to anyone.

Do they really mean it

Do they think I'm beautiful

Did Harry really just kiss me

What should I do

I need to leave

No I cant

What do I say

All these thoughts were running through his head.

The boys all stood with one another in an uncomfortable silence.

Then , out of no where. Zayn began to cry. He just....cried. The boys looked at one another not knowing what to do. Niall went over and pulled him in a tight hug. So the boys did the same

So now they were in a group hug with a crying Zayn.

" Thank you", he whispered in Nialls ear. And Niall put on a small smile.

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They were now walking with Zayn back to his house. No one was talking to each other. The silence wasn't awkward or uncomfortable. It was just silence.

Zayn walked next to Harry . He wanted to ask him why he kissed him. Like really why he kissed him. But he was too scared. He didn't want to scare him off.

Niall was walking next to Louis who was staring at Harry with a disturbed look.

And Liam was walking by himself. Just thinking.

They arrived at Zayn's house.

Zayn turned and face them

" You can leave now", he said not really wanting them to.

The boys weren't expecting that response but took it anyway.

" Good bye Zayn. Uh see you around ", Liam said as him , Harry , Niall and Louis walked off onto the sidewalk.

Zayn took a sigh of relief. He was going to explode with emotions if they were there any longer. He opened the door carefully and walked inside.

" What the hell took you so long. I sent you to get two things", his father said angrily. Zayn put the bags on the counter and looked down.