The Secrets I keep ~ Zianourry(ON HOLD)

Chapter : 8

Sitting in the car was extremely awkward. No one spoke. Zayn just looked  out the window , watching cars pass by.

"So how bout a stop at the cafè?"Liam asked. The boys nodded. Zayn just looked out the window.

"Zayn?"Liam said. Zayn turned his attention from the window to Liam.

"Um , yes?"he said awkwardly.

"Café?".

He didn't get why Liam was asking him if the rest of the boys nodded. He didn't think his say so mattered.

" Uh yeah", Zayn said quietly. Liam smiled. The car ride was silent the rest of the way to Starbucks.

"Here we are", Liam said turning off the car . The boys got out and headed inside. They now stood in a crazy long line.

" So Zayn , what do you like to do in your spare time?" Louis asked. Zayn looked at the floor. The four of them , Harry , Liam , Niall and Louis made him very nervous.

"I uh...I um...I like to draw and color", Zayn said his cheeks getting a bit pink. He remembered his father telling him that was childish.

"That's sounds cool. Maybe you could draw me sometime", Niall said. The boys laughed.

" Why would he ever want to draw you", Harry said laughing. Zayn put on a small smile.

" Because I'm gorgeous unlike you", Niall said smiling cheekily.

" Your funny. Lets ask Zayn who he thinks is cuter ", Zayn heard Harry say. He immediately froze.

"Zayn , who do you think is cuter. Me or Niall", Harry asked. Both he and Niall were looking at Zayn for an answer.

Zayn didn't know what to say. What of  he hurt the other ones feelings and then he hurt him. Or didn't like him or planned to do something bad.

" Uh....", Was all he could say. The boys waited patiently. Zayn looked between Niall and Harry. They were both very attractive. In fact all four of them were.

"Uh.....I think you both look good", Zayn said. He figured that should be reasonable. That way no one would be mad at him.

" Pft , our level of attractiveness isn't on the same page", Niall said. Harry rolled his eyes.

" Next!"They heard the cashier say. Liam was the first to order then Louis then Harry then Niall and now Zayn. He looked at the menu. He didn't know what anything was. Zayn had never been to Starbucks before.

" Uh....", He said. He's already embarrassing himself. They must be think he doesn't know how to order. In all honesty he really didn't. He looked at the boys who were waiting for him .

As much as he craved of of the fraps here he didn't know how to tell her  what to choose so he decided on not getting anything. He walked to the boys.

" You didn't want anything ?"Harry asked. Zayn shook his head in shame.

" Alright , you guys can go sit I'll pay", Liam said. Louis rolled his eyes.

" Of course Liam", Louis said before walking away.

" I want a booth", Niall said.

" No were getting a table", Louis said.

" Why", Niall whined.

" Because ", Louis said sitting at a table. The rest of the boys sat down with him. Liam came to grabbing an extra chair for himself.

"God this is so good", Harry said.

" Can I try it?" Louis asked. Harry smiled and gave it to him. Louis was still mad but of Harry thought something was good he wanted to know why.

" Wow , this is really good", Louis said handing it to Liam.

" Try it", Louis said.

" What the hell Louis", Harry said annoyed. Liam took a sip before taking another and then another.

" Hey! That's enough . Your gonna finish my drink", Harry said with pout. Liam handed it to Niall who passed it up to Zayn. Zayn held out the cup to Harry but Harry didn't take it.

" Loosen up. Have some", Harry said. Zayn bit his lip. Did he poison it. Was he trying to kill him .

" It's not like I have a disease. C'mon try it",Harry pushed. Zayn took his chances by taking a small tiny sip before realizing it was really good and started downing it before realizing it wasn't his and blushed hard with embarrassment handing it back to Harry who smiled.

" I-I'm sorry. I forgot . I didn't mean to. I'm so sorry", Zayn said apologizing frantically. Harry shushed him with his finger which made Louis a bit jealous.

Zayn stopped apologizing and looked at Harry.

" Hate To ruin the moment but there's a fly in your hair Harry. Its a mood killer", Louis said. Harry immediately pat his head. Louis smirked devilishly. Liam shook his head.

" Any ways Zayn , how have you been?"Liam asked. Zayn thought about it. Things have been going pretty smoothly with him and his father with an exception of what happened earlier.

" I've been good", Zayn said quietly.

" So this boy friend of yours", Liam said. Zayn froze. Why did he assume boyfriend. He didn't remember telling them if he was gay. May be he thought so because harry kissed him that day in the store.

"I just figured . I don't think a girl could have such a grip you know",Liam said.

" You'd be surprised", Niall said.

" I thought it was because he just looked gay", Louis said.

" Hmph I thought because he kissed me", Harry said.

Zayn just looked down. They didn't care he was gay.

" Pretty rough sex huh?"Louis said. Harry shoved him. Zayn cheeks blushed.

" So who is he?" Harry asked. Zayn shrunk in his seat a bit. He wasn't going to tell them his father was fucking him.

"Um a guy I met....it doesn't matter", Zayn said quickly. Niall raised a brow.

" I can't help but to ask. But are you in...an abusive relationship", Liam said. Zayn tensed. What should he say. Well he wasn't anymore. Or atleast now. It wasn't a relationship though. Not in that way.

" I'm guessing that's a yes. Your taking a while to answer", Liam said. Zayn began to breathe heavily.

" Uh no no. I'm not. I just uh... couldn't believe the question", Zayn said. He bit his lip.

" We know your lying. Its okay though. We can help you . You don't have to be afraid anymore", Niall said resting his hand on Zayn's shoulder who flinched. He felt like he was being cornered and just needed to get out.

" Um , I need to go to the bathroom", with that he left abruptly. The boys sighed.

" Why is he trying to hide it", Louis said.

Beeeen a while. But here ya go. Sorry if it sucked. And I really dont know what happened these past chapters cus I haven't gone to re read it so I just wrote based on memory so sorry if some things seam a bit off.

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