Zayn stood in the bathroom , looking at himself in the mirror. He wondered what the boys were thinking right now. They're finding out his big secret and this cant happen. They're gonna think that he is a sick freak. They'll abandon him. The thought just overwhelmed him and he almost fell.
"Everything is fine. Everything will be ok", Zayn said to himself. He splashed some water on to his face and took a deep breath. He left the bathroom praying this whole situation he can get out of smoothly.
Zayn came back to the table and sat down. The boys now had there attention on Zayn.
"I'm not in a abusive relationship. Trust me on that. I like it hard. Its part of the fetish I like", Zayn lied. His palms were sweaty.
"Its Ok if you are. Were he-
"I'm not in an abusive relationship dammit!"Zayn yelled slamming his fists on the table.
The boys all sat there shocked. Some people in the cafe were looking at them.
"Okay..well lets uh....talk about something else", Liam said. The boys all nodded.
"I should go", Zayn said standing up.
"No dont!"Niall said grabbing Zayns arm. Zayn flinched then yanked his arm away before storming off.
"Well that went well", Louis said .
======
"They wont suspect anything. I think I made it pretty clear that I wasnt in an abusive relationship. Gosh , why cant they mind there own business ", Zayn said to himself. Although deep down he was glad they wanted to know everything. At least someone cared.
"Zayn!"Some one called out. Zayn stopped and turned around to see Louis Harry Niall and Liam. Zayn huffed before he began walking again.
"Hey Zayn! Wait up!" He heard Louis say. Zayn chose to ignore.
"Zayn", Zayn heard Liam say as his arm was pulled. Zayn yanked it back and turned around.
"What",Zayn said in a harsh tone. The rest of the boys soon caught up with him.
"We're sorry Zayn. Please come hangout with us",Harry said out of breath.
"I really should go-
"No dont! I mean, at least come to the pool with us", Liam said.
"The pool?"Niall said in confusion. Louis nudged him.
"Oh right. The pool",Niall said.
"No I- I don't have anything to wear",Zayn said.
"That's fine we can go to my house since I have a pool",Louis said.
"You can borrow some clothes",he finished.
There was no way to get out of it. If he kept telling them no they would only come up with more reasons to stay. He didn't want them seeing any cuts or bruises he had.
"I-I need to go", Zayn said turning around hoping they would just let him leave.
After awhile, he thought they had let him go but then he felt his body being picked up and being thrown over ones shoulder. He panicked before realizing it was Liam.
"Sorry Zayn by your coming to the pool with us. Don't worry it will be fun",Liam said.
"Liam you are so extra ", Niall said.
"Put me down!"Zayn yelled.
"Nope", Liam said.
-
"Here. Don't know if this will fit you but it's fine since we'll be in the water",Louis said. Zayn stood awkwardly with his hand over his other arm.
He took the shirt Louis handed him.
"Um, I need bottoms ",Zayn said quietly. Louis chuckled.
"Your way to skinny to fit in my pants. I have an ass you know. Hope you don't mind just wearing a top. But we'll be in the water so it's fine",Louis said. The boys all knew he had a pair of pants that could possibly fit him. Louis was just a pervert and wanted to see Zayns ass. But the boys didn't mind since in all honesty they were digging him.
"I do mind. It's OK I'll just sit", Zayn said.
"Nope",Liam came from behind. "Your getting in the water. Other wise it's no fun".
"Yeah. Besides, we will pretty much be naked so no need to be shy ",Harry said. Zayn looked down.
"Alright let's go",Niall said.
-
"Come I'm in. The water is nice",Niall said. He was sitting on the steps. Liam who was swimming underwater cane above running his hands through his hair. Zayn found it very distracting.
"Yeah Zayn. It's nice", Louis said walking into the pool with Harry. Zayn stood at the top of the steps. Harry held his hand out for Zayn to grab.
"I-I can't swim",Zayn admitted. He was afraid of drowning and horrible memories from his past started to come up.
"Oh, so that's the real reason you didn't want to come to the pool. No worries, you have four expert swimmers to save you if you do drown",Niall said. Louis slapped his across the head.
"Well help you. We won't let you drown. Now come in, I've seen in photos men look hot when there shirt is stuck to there body",Louis said. Harry looked at him and smirked.
Zayn slowly got into the water, hesitantly grabbing Harry's hand. Liam came up to the rest of them and gave an assuring smile.
"Have you ever been in a pull before Zayn?"Liam asked. Harry then pulled Zayn close to him as he could see the boy was having a panic attack inside.
"Um, no I haven't",Zayn said. He kept looking at the water.
"It's not gonna come up and bite you. Harry let him go. He's not a baby. He won't learn to swim if you baby him",Louis said pulling Zayn away from Harry and out to open water. Zayn stood completely still.
"The pool is actually really fun. You just need to loosen up a bit. We can play some games, have a few drinks maybe then later we could all sit down for a movie",Niall suggested.
"Sounds great. Your coming too Zayn",Liam said. Zayn shook his head.
"No I need to get back soon",Zayn said.
"I'm sure your father won't mind his son hanging out with his friends",Niall said with a little chuckle at the end. Zayn shook his head. You don't know anything.
"Yeah he won't mind. Unless you need to get back your...boyfriend",Harry said. Zayn bit his lip.
"Yes I do. I think I should leave now",Zayn said turning around to walk to the steps. Louis quickly wrapped his arms around him.
"Your boyfriend can wait. You need to have fun. Now cmon loosen up. Until I see you crack a genuine smile you won't be leaving",Louis said.
"It's sounds like we're kidnapping him",Liam spoke.
Niall and Harry laughed.
"It's for his good",Louis said. Zayn cursed mentally. They just never give up do they.
Boioiiiiii has it been a minute.
Small note: Many dm for this and so I hope u are satisfied I apologize so much that it took so long I hope you are still interested
Vote commentHave a lovelyyyyyyy night
YOU ARE READING
The Secrets I keep ~ Zianourry(ON HOLD)
Fiksi Penggemar[MATURE AF] Zayn Lives with his Abusive father who rapes and abuses him. He feels alone abandoned. That is till a group of boys decided to help out one little low grader and it just happen to Be Zayn.