The Nice People| Tom holland

♛ break you♛

Nell's pov:

He already left. I was left all alone...again.

I didn't know what to do. I wanted to leave this apprehension I was in, this intangible deathlike air. It was all confined. I stood up and walked over to the door. I scanned if there was anyone out there but no one was. It was dead silence.

I took that chance unwavering, I just grabbed my phone and headphones. I placed the pillows under the blanket as if I'm sleeping and left by the window.

The chilly weather touched my aching body. I walked slowly listening to "Shy" by Jai Waetford. My soul was dead. I looked up and overlooked the quack people. I got abomination looks from others. Well I don't blame them, I looked so dead which I am really. I had my hoodie on covering my whole hair, my face covered in bruises...I was horrible.

I walked silently until I was in front of a small park, not so many people are there.

"I need that" I sighed knowing I will relax a bit inside there. I stepped into the park and walked to the most place that's empty.

A curve appeared when I found a corner with no one there. I ran there but stopped.

"Tom..." I whispered inaudibly. I saw him and Lisa hugging each other. His chin on her head as she grabbed his clothes really tightly.

' What are you waiting for? Got sit down in that corner' my brain spoke to me. "Tom?..."I kept reiterating.

Lisa pulled away and looked at Tom. He smiled with his warming smile as usual and Lisa leaned up forward and kissed him.

He kissed back.

I couldn't look anymore. For some fucked up reason my heart smite. I couldn't look more so I ran back to the hospital with my shaking legs.

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I fell on the lifeless bed and cried so hard. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe because I was stupid and thought he was my first friend to understand me but then seeing him with my enemy just hurts more.

I breathed out with tears flowing down my pale face. The nurse entered the room quickly and came running to me. "Miss are you fine? Don't cry miss. It's not good for your health especially now." She said trying to put the oxygen thing back on me.

I cried more as well peremptorily her help. She added up to my pain. I didn't like the pitiful looks and helps I didn't want her to be here.

I'm so pathetic.

The nurse left after trying for the millionth times to help me. I was alone. I breathed out and continued to take in air. I wasn't crying anymore but that made a huge hole in my heart.

Tom you liar.....actually not....Nell you idiot.

I thought his kindness made him want to get to know me or even be my friend. But that was just a useless thought.

You're nothing special. Just like those fake people.

I got a notification from Mindy and I slowly opened it.

Mindy: Where are you? You were absent for two days now!! Is something wrong? Are you fine???

Nell: I'm fine. I just don't feel like coming to school don't you worry. I miss you.

Mindy: aww I miss u more :3 and I'm glad ur fine. Wanna hang out tomorrow?

Nell: sure :D and ah I won't come to school tho! Lol

Mindy: ugh!! Why?? I wanna see u :(

Nell: don't feel like it :p well then see ya.

Mindy: fine :D bye

Nell: bye

I closed my phone and was about to lay down when my door was slammed open. My eyes grew bigger. 

Tom?....

"Are you fine!!!??" He asked, panting really hard. He hugged me tight but I pushed him off.
'I don't want to be in the same embrace my enemy was in' I thought glaring at him. "I'm sorry...I shouldn't have left you" he said yet again gave me this pitiful worried look.

Stop it. I hate people giving me pitiful looks. Please...

I ignored him and turned my back to him and covered myself with the cold blanket. "Nell please.." he begged. "I want to sleep". That's the only thing I said before I heard him saying "I don't know what made you cry or what made u hurt but I'm really sorry. If you wanna talk about it then I'm here to listen to it. I'm always here alright".

His warm voice gave me teary eyes. These words would mean so much to a person but for me? It means nothing but digging more into the hole in my heart. It hurts and has an affect when it's from the person who dug that hole.

My heart was imperative to me but now this hole is established by him. I worked hard on picking up the pieces that fell from me. This bastard. And he wants to hug me as well! No thanks.

My eyes were closed yet I could feel every move he did. I felt him shift his body and sit on the chair next to me. "Good night..." he whispered and he feel silent.

After 1 hour..

I didn't sleep yet. In my case I couldn't even sleep. I didn't move from my position at all till now and the room was peaceful. I slowly took the courage to move my position to look at Tom. He is sleeping so peacefully... I looked at him..

Not smiling.

I didn't want to let my karma go down. I wasn't gonna smile at him at all. It's not my intention. This is how fake people are when they are sleeping. Looking so peaceful and everything. That's true because it's known that the soul leaves the body when the persons sleeps and it comes back when they wake up,but sometimes it never comes back...

I wish I could sleep for once and my soul never ever comes back. It would have been even better for everyone around me. No one would visit my funeral at all. Not even my mom.

Some of the most poisonous people come disguised as friends and family.

I held a small blanket and placed it slowly on Tom. I don't want him to get sick. 'Proud you're faking your kindness' my brain spoke. 'And what can I do? Faking everything is my job' I replied mentally. 'Well how much do you get for the salary?' My brain jokingly said. "Shut up!" I replied and chuckled slowly.

'If no one made you happy, I would. However,
If no one hurts you I would break you' my brain spoke..