She did not Leave

Part Five

We entered home in the evening, finally I will go to sit alone for a moment of time. I found Adam's wife, she kissed me and I took the chance to ask her for a moment of isolation, so she kept everyone away.

I went straight forward to my room I changed my clothes and lay in my bed. 
The burden was heavy and the pain in my heart felt it shrinking with it my bones. I wanted to call Adam but did not want to irritate him. I slept so may be the pain would disappear .

I woke up to find that pain disappeared, and my heart is not hurting me . I was thinking about Sofia, she died and it was not a myth.  I opened one of her books trying to read them, but I started to cry, Sofia is everywhere in the book. I was lost and sad. I wanted to do other things to relief and get rid of the burden. "I know what to do ! she is fond of writing", i said this and I opened for the first time to write something like Sofia used to do, and here comes this Journal, of four pages. I will keep them for ever, I will keep Sofia alive. For ever, is the real meaning given to a writer, a writer who is wondering in the other world, but her words keep her alive and thus, the writer does not die or disappear, similarly to Sofia, she did not leave. "

I closed my eyes while listening to Adam's narration, he is narrating for me this diary for a hundred time, and  I never get bored of it. When he finishes his narration every time moaning : I killed my mother.

He was feeling guilty for him taking her to visit Sofia's grave, after the revelation of his mother feelings about that day.

We found my husband's mother dead in her bed in the morning. She died by a heart attack.

Adam , and after five years, carry the burden of her death, he always proclaims that he must have took care of her before that day, and not after reaching this dangerous step.

Those diaries showed me that one must believe that the every one should leave one day, or if we do not believe , the person will not leave. 
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Dear all,
I finished the short story
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