Chapter 7: Needing someone right in this moment.

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Arizona's Point of view:

After mine and Calliope's shower together her and Addison left with the twins for the day. After they left I sat down at the kitchen table and open the newspaper and start reading. 

"Um Arizona can I talk to you outside?" Tim ask me and I smile and grab a pair of my flipflops and follow him outside to our old trampoline. Once we get on it we both lay down and look up at the clouds like we use to when we were kids.

"So whats up Timmy?" I say knowing he hates me calling him Timmy he says it makes him sound like a 5 year old.

"I wanted to tell you something and it is important and you can't freak out ok?" He says and I sit up and look at him.

"Tim just tell me you are freaking me out what's wrong?" I asked scared he was going to tell me something bad.

"Well you know how Dad was in the Marines?" He asked. No dip I am his kids is what I want to say.

"Yeah I know what dad did for a living why Tim? Whats wrong?" I asked.

"Well Arizona I am a 25 year old man and you are 24 with two beautiful twins who are 6 and everything. And it is just dad never has never been proud of me I lost all his respect when I didnt join any arm force when I was 18 since I was with Addison and she was pregnant. So to get dad to respect me the way he respects you I am going to join the Marines well I already did. I leave sunday night for training." Tim says to me with a strait face. What the hell your my brother you cant leave me is what I am thinking.

"What the hell Tim you know Dad loves and respects both of us. If he didnt have respect for one of us it is me. Come on I am a 24 year old woman. With two 6 year old twins. I love woman and I am a women?  You you are the golden child. Tim you gave dad a daughter in law and almost a baby girl. You and Addison are like me and Callie just man and woman?" I saw starting to cry.

"Zo? Dad loves you the most you have always been true to yourself. Even when we moved from place to place and someone picked a fight with you because you were gay. You didnt try to change yourself. You stayed true to yourself you even beat alot of peoples asses for being mean to you. Dad is always going to love you the most. You are his baby girl. You gave him grandchildren when me and Addison couldnt sis you always will be his favorite. This I have to do so Dad is proud of me. There is nothing anyone can say to make me not leave." Tim said and just as Tim said that last part I see Addison crying at the slide window door.

"What if I was pregnant time?" Addison says threw tears. Tim just looks at Addison and it looks like he is about to cry. I know a family is the only thing that will stop Tim. Tim gets off and walks over to Addison it is clear he didnt tell her yet.

"Addy I cant un sign. I signed up for a  7 year contact. I can't just go back to the office and be like nevermind my wife is pregnant and I can't join anymore. I am sorry honey. you will have Zo and Callie and my parents to help you. I will also be back as much as I can."Tim says trying to confort Addison. Me and Callie share a look and he knows I need her so she walks over to me. We stand their for a few minutes. Me crying into her neck and her saying smooth words into my ear. After I am calmed down I march into my dads office and see him and my mom in their talking. 

"What the hell dad you are making Tim join the Marines? Really why he is happy we are all happy. He could die over seas Dad."I yell at him.

"Arizona I didnt make him join he came to me and told me he was joining." My father says looking me in the eye. My father knowing I have issues with people of higher power of me but not right now.

"The only reason he is joining is because he said yoou dont respect him because he is a normal guy with a normal job and a wofe at 25. Really Dad I am 24 with Twins freaking TWINS and I love women. I even found the woman of my life. Does that mean you have no respect for me then since I didnt and am not a stay at home mom like mom is?" I yell at him. Not even noticing I said I found the love of my life. 

" Arizona Marie Robins that is eough go to your room I am not going to have you raise your voice at me. It was Tim's choice to join the Marines not mine or your mothers your our choice." He said.

"NO no I am done here I am doen with you guys you have Tim leaving his wife who is PREGNANT yes Addison is pregnant with Tim's baby and he will be gone for 7 years. He will be going over to a war zone and might DIE dad die because he just wants your respect. So now he can the respect you have for me because I dont care anymore I am taking my kids home and we are leaving bye." I say rushing upstairs to my room and packing our bags. I am to mad to notice Calliope is right behind me and my mother is right behind her.

"Arizona sweety? Can I come in?" I hear my mom say and I say nothing and just curl back up in a ball. I close my eyes and cry myself asleep.

When I wake up I fell little hands on my stomach and I fell kisses on my neck. I open my eyes and I see Emily and Brandon standing there well Emily is standing there and if that butt shaking by my dresser is Calliope then that only leaves Addison, Tim or Brandon giving me kisses on my neck and cheek and I only hope it is Brandon. So I turn around and see it is him and I grab him by his shirt and pull him down so I can tickle him. Once I start tickling him Emily goes over to Callie and starts tickling him. Callie starts to laugh and it makes me smile. Once she notcie I am awake she picks Emily up so she is upside down and starts to tickle her and brings her over to me. After we all stop tickling each other I just stare into Calliope's eyes. I will never tell her this but everytim I look into her eyes I see all the love she has and it feels like I am looking strait into her soul.  I am brought out of my thought by lips on mine and I forget my I mean our children our in between us. 

"So everything is packed up and Addison said she is coming back with us." Calliope told me.

"What why is she coming back with us?" I asked."Its not because I dont like her I am just wondering?" 

"She said she needs a break from Tim and everyone and that we are the only ones she likes right now." She tells me smiling.

"Hey Brandon Emily how about you guys go sy bye to uncle time grandma and grandpa we will be down in about 20 ok?" Callie tells the twins and they smile and leave. Once they leave Callie takes me into her arms and I wrap my arms around her neck and her hands find my hips.

"Arizona do you know why my mom called me asking me if she could meet you and  me at a coffee shop tomorrow or sometime this weekend. My om was asking about us mettign her?" She asked me.

"Nope I dont know why but we should probably go see her and Calliope we should also talk to the cops about this whole mess also?" I say and she just shakes her head yes and kisses me. 

After our Makeout session we walk downstairs and see the twins in the car and Addison already in the car also with my brother talking to my father. I dont want to talk to either of them so I walk over to my mom give her a hug and kiss and Callie does the same and we leave to head to the airport.

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