As he approaches me on his lap to warm me, I can feel his warmth and my coldness melting, I can feel his scent and his skin as I thrust my arms under his shirt.
When I'm with him, I feel like i'm another person, I forget all my troubles and fears when i'm on his arms.
I feel loved
I lift my hand to caress his face, I love doing that and he always recharges his face over his shoulder so I can do it better, but this time he is acting in different way.
He turnes and I lay in the grass. For a moment I am scared, but come on, he would never hurt me.
He is the only one who has never done it.
He stood over me. I have those eyes right in front of me ... so close.
My heart starts beating faster ... I had no idea what to do or what is coming and suddenly ... He starts kissing me.
It seems like time stops ... it is such a beautiful kiss ... much better than my first kiss ... it was a horrible thing ... but this one...god.
My inexperienced and tormented lips by that first "kiss" are melting in their fleshy and experienced mouth. So sweet at first, but passionate at the end ...
Perfect.
I feel like in a dream ... everything is so beautiful ...I do not want to get up, I want to be with him, tobe by his side forever, I want to see his eyes and hear his voice every day, I want to love him, I want him to love me, all this is so beautiful, but suddenly ...
-hey, baby, it's late, you need to go back to bed.
I open my eyes.
- w...what? What time is it?
- 3 a.m, c'mon, you have class tomorrow
-Always at this time -I say inside of me...feeling so sad...
I look one more time to the stars and with a big sigh I go back to bed.
