AIR || CARLSON YOUNG [1]

THIRTY-SEVEN

VENUS
i know you're asleep, so just read this when you wake up

VENUS

i'm sorry for overreacting

VENUS
tell violet that i'm sorry, too

VENUS
i've just been going through some stuff

VENUS
school is really hard, i'm so stressed

VENUS
i think i'm fighting with harper and it sucks because she's basically my platonic soulmate

VENUS

and i think i might really like this person i've been seeing

VENUS

but i'm having trouble understanding what he's going through

VENUS
because he's transgender

VENUS
and i have no idea what not to say

VENUS
also he's so nice and sweet and cute and smol and i really like him

VENUS
but then my temper gets the best of me and i'll probably ask him if he's on his period or something and screw things up

VENUS
honestly he deserves everything, and i'm barely nothing

VENUS
it feels really nice to vent even thought i know you're not reading this right now

VENUS

i'm not ready to meet violet yet, because i need to deal with my problems and find out how to tell aiden that i like him and i need to pass my tests and visit andrea to see how she's doing and make up with harper so i won't explode all over our sister

VENUS
she's a part of the family now, and i need to accept that and move the fuck on

VENUS
i should probably sleep now

VENUS
goodnight, lacey

you might think you're nothing, but you'll be everything to someone someday. have a good day, i love you