Random stuff

Insanity

You know you've lost it when
The razor's cut is so deep
That your laughing

Laughing so hard at feeling
Mind numbing pleasure
Feeling higher than the clouds

Smile's so big
Bigger than the cut on your arm
And the blow flowing through your veins

Wishing that they'd be gone
Yelling that they should die
And never come back

Pulling out your hair
Vision is completely different
Not looking at the world in color

But in black
White
And RED

Seeing how far you can go
How close to death
Can you get?

I definitely know I've pushed those boundaries
I've pushed myself over
It's too late for me now

The pain gripping my chest
Taking away my air
Making me feel light headed

The pain burning my head
The loud music in my ears
The loud screaming

feELS gREAT