After School Detention

Cameo Lover

Jay's POV

I tossed and turned repeatedly in my bed as the nightmare I was having was growing bigger by the second.

*Nightmare*

"Jay you got the bags bruh?" Ash said in a rushed tone, her eyes looking in multiple directions searching for the enemy. "Yeah, yeah I got 'em." I said, shaking slightly as my hands loaded more bullets into my guns by routine. It had to be about 3 o'clock in the morning and I was busy being a 17 year old entrepreneur, if you get what I'm saying.

Lightening flashed across the sky and the loud roar of thunder followed soon after, and what do you know? A storm crashes down out of nowhere. My vision was clouded and I was getting footsteps confused with the heavy sounds of the rain hitting the asphalt. My heart was beating out of my chest but my chest was beginning to constrict.

I hear Ash scream my name and I look at her for a split second but before I know it I'm on the ground and I can't feel anything in my entire body. I hear my heartbeat in my ears. It's raining, cold, and dark. Is this it for me? Everything gets darker and my last vision is of Ash trying to put pressure on my gunshot wounds. They warned me about this life but I never listened. I should've listened.

***

I jolt awake in a cold sweat clutching my chest and breathing heavily. I died. I fucking died and even though it was a dream it felt so real. It was all too real. I rolled over and checked my phone for the time. I had 2 messages. Probably someone who couldn't sleep trying to play 8Ball with me. I slid the message to the right and put my thumb on the touch pad.

"Hey baby."

"Do you miss me yet?"

I rolled my eyes and replied back with a "Not one bit."

It wasn't anybody special, just my crazy ass ex girlfriend that never did me more good than bad. Her name was Heaven and that was ironic considering the hell she drug me through. It would've been different if it was the hell you'd go through with someone but it wasn't. She put me through this hell by herself and left me in it to suffer. Heaven was stone cold and not in the good way, like the Demi Lovato song. I saw the familiar bubbles pop up on the screen indicating that she was about to respond back to me. I looked at the time and it was 11:34 p.m.

"Don't act that way Jay. Can I come through for the night? My sister and my mom are at each other again."

My expression turned into a scowl.

"Why would I do that Heaven? After all of the shit you put me through you're really gonna ask me to comfort you because you need it?"

The text bubbles appeared and disappeared for about 30 seconds before she replied with:

"I'm coming over. Make sure the door is unlocked. I have a surprise for you."

I put my phone on the nightstand and rolled over in my bed to watch the rain fall silently. Why do we always help the ones who hurt us the most? Is it because we're genuinely good people or is it because we're afraid to lose them after being attached to for so long.

**20 minutes later**

I heard my bedroom door creak open and a weight was on my lower waist in an instant. I opened my eyes to see Heaven hovering over me like she used to do back when we got nasty and she wanted to be in control. Her hands ended up under my shirt, sliding it off and my hands were on her hips.

I didn't say this was gonna happen but I didn't stop it either. I kissed her lips softly and they felt the same but I knew whose lips would feel better. She rolled her hips into mine and moaned softly as I sat up slightly and kissed on her neck. I still remembered how to drive her wild even though it hadn't been that long. "I missed you so much Jay." She whispered into my ear. Is it bad I had no feelings for her at all? Really, I had no connection to her anymore, not after how she treated me and what she put me through. This was just a fuck and I was praying to God that she knew that.

Throughout everything that Heaven and I did, even holding each other afterwards, all I wanted was to be holding the lovely Remi Evans in my arms. I thought about her the entire time. I thought about her deep dimples, her perfect teeth, and her chocolate, silky smooth skin. About 15 minutes passed before Heaven looked up from her spot laying on my chest and stared at me. "What?" I looked at her confused because, well, I was. "That was different than our normal times." She sat up completely and pulled the covers over herself. "How?" I scratched my head. "You fucked me like you were fucking someone you were in love with or something."