chapter 5- The truth

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"This is such bullshit why can I just tell her?"I ask my self." I mean Mika and Sky took it well granted they have there own problems,but still. I run upstairs to the bathroom. I lock the door fuck if my mum comes home early I'm screwed! I throw my shirt and pants off. I look in the mirror at myself"no one at my old school knew about 'it' besides Mika and Sky I can't take it anymore!" I steamed out. I throw my "boobs" and underwear off. I stare at myself."I don't belong in this body but no one undeerstands I'm not meant to be a boy I'm meant to be a girl!" I say to my self. I stare at my lower region "why does it even look like that??." I ask my self. My mum knows so does my dad but they don't UNDERSTAND. My mum says I can get the surgery if I find someone at school who I love,but I've been basically asexual for the past few years. I only truly felt a connection was in 6th grade it was a boy named, Eian. He made me feel like I belonged like I was normal but he basically fell off the face of the earth as they say. But there is never a day I go with out thinking about him. Maybe I'm falling for Crystal..... WHAT am I saying I can there's no way....I mean she is beautiful,smart,sweet,quirky......

Damn it I just won't say it out loud I'm in love. But what about Crystal what dose she think??


(I know this one is really short......please go check out the creator of Sky and Mika kpopislife541 & voltronfangirl because there awesome people)

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