dear j,
do you still remember all those times we'd play BOPS ll? how that damn question box was never there, how the dogs were dickheads. or how we tried to beat the others high score on resogun?
i sure do. i miss those times, and i anger myself, because i know I ruined my chances of that ever happening again.
I heard you're working outside, in the cold. never coming inside to warm up, literally outside for hours on end. barely anything to keep you heated. that its all too keep your mind off things.. I always said, when I went outside with only a light jacket, 'be Canadian, eh?'.. you'd laugh.. I'm not laughing anymore.
That's right. I check up on you, get updates.. we even got you a few necessities you needed. though I won't be able to give you them, of course. because of my own stupidity.
I gave up on my math test. i couldn't concentrate on the gibberish in front of me, while you were on my mind. what i had done. I had given up.
I constantly look outside during class, not hearing a word around me.
I don't even know the date.!
i have literally given up. and for what~ i don't know.
all i know is~•~ I miss you.. please miss me too.
signed,
