6.Craving land

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I live in a foam soap opera land
Dying in my thirtieth flat
Imagining myself in Disneyland
Me, myself and a lonely cat
Locked out of the world watching la la land

I am the girl next door
I am the girl who sweeps your floor
You neither want it in peace nor
In piece of your peace called war

Sunken in the grim thoughts
My mind drifts to no post
Diving into the depths of dreamy land
No, never never land
Sulking in the bronze, hot sand
Forgetting about being mad, sad
And craving a different land, a different touch of your hand

You came in like non before
A monster world conquerer
Standing there sipping on your fear
It's not like to be so near
To you

In finding you I found forbidden forms
Illegal functions and out of norms
A bold outline and a directing sign
I saw your faults cracking hard but didn't mind
You're eerie silence ,death on board
Rotten souls, musty molds
You're so hot but in fighting colds

Sunken in the grim thoughts
My mind drifts to no post
Diving into the depths of dreamy land
No, never never land
Sulking in the bronze, hot sand
Forgetting about being mad, sad
And craving a different land, a different touch of your hand

In this life I'm a visitor, a stranger
Living life from a top point view of a hanger
Swarming the crowds I feel the danger
Knit my soul with my empyreal ranger
In the strange lands, I'm a stranger

Turn from the womb I had gone wrong
Doing things writing my own type of songs
Scan the roads, can't see where I belong
I'm a cracked version of a lifelong painting standing strong
In the light of a darkness that rules the land as a game of ping pong

Sunken in the grim thoughts
My mind drifts to no post
Diving into the depths of dreamy land
No, never never land
Sulking in the bronze, hot sand
Forgetting about being mad, sad
And craving a different land, a different touch of your hand

I hate you, disgrace you
Detest everything related to you
Need nothing but he a million miles away from where you are
I wanna travel far real far
Watching day and light change from the tinted windows of my car
Knowing you we're nothing but a liar
You broke my heart not
But you did break my back
You my feeble pillar

In my land......

~A 

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