365° Of Emotions

9. Off

The lights flicking off one by one
With the last strike of hope I was holding onto being gone
I thought I could be my saviour
Seems it was a mere dream passing in the neighbor- hiding in a - Hood

Searching, planning taking risks
I thought I could be happy
Going into circles, I lost it with the final whisk
But it only turned to be sappy

Humming birds ,revving motors
Barking trunks ,screeching tires and even broken borders
Falling walls is what I feared
Mending walls is what I cleared
Frame a reflection its so damn concrete
The portrait lost all of it's colours
The brush dried all of its powers
And all the paper I had got so damp
And fought some fire in our last camp

Shake me up in my dreams
Drowning in mud and damp steams
I could've never imagined
Me sitting up there but not hanging
Feet dangling, not ready to be entangled

Saw the light at 10:50
Cried the laughs of infinity
But I never knew that life had rules signed with a knife
I lived for you a one and twenty
Add above that a seventy
But had to dive long ago at the first

It's my own tactical plan I make
It seems harsh but to me a piece of cake
I had to buy and the price to be paid
Give it up easily or zoom in to the sharpness of a blade
It stroke in the darkness but had to fade
Life's biggest mistake

I'm giving my last breath save the time
In one day or another I'll be there telling I'm fine
But for now make some space
For the soul that was covered up in lace
For the beats that you'll never embrace
For the body that was marked from its base

Hamlet got a father, u never knew about
A soul that never rested in peace
He was hone to heaven o thought
Walk around the corner and come back in one piece
He said his bet and went while we fought
I can see strips of black changing their hue
Calling for the roof tops, taking wide strides waiting in a queue
I coloured the top some ash grey
All the blue was gone into your eye
It may be a day of today or a two day to be
Turn your lights of darkness and I'll know my way through your sea
They run past the arms of a clock
Faster than a well bottom hit by a rock
My sail is awaiting at the dock

I'm giving my last breath save the time
In one day or another I'll be there telling I'm fine
But for now make some space
For the soul that was covered up in lace
For the beats that you'll never embrace
For the body that was marked from its base

So never try to put the puzzle together
It's behind your China vase
It was never meant to be forever
You had to chase
That fading face
Without any haste
But darling it's called fate....

~A.