City Lights (Chris Motionless Cerulli)

Chapter 19

CHRIS' POV
i screwed up the notes and chucked them in the pocket of my pants. I hastily but carefully placed the ring back into the safety of my front pocket and slammed a few $10 bills down onto the table and ran. On the way to the car, i rang Ricky to ask for help, i couldnt do this alone. Ricky informed the band about what had happened and soon we were all back in the house around the coffee table. " right. we need a plan, we cant just go in with force" said Balz "obvious Balz, that would be so stupid man" replied Ryan "dont call me stupid d-bag!"..."JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP NOW!" I screamed at them, for fucks sake, arguing over something as stupid as that. "Sorry man" said Balz, holding his hands up. " So do you know where she is?" asked Ghost "i have a feeling she'll be at her house, as the note said 'Stay away' meaning im familiar with the place" "right then...we'll just go to her house then! and if shes not there?" "well there are bound to be clues about their activity inside the house so we'll go from there" i replied. after that, the whole band bundled into the group car and i sped off the drive. as we raced down the road, i felt the ring pushing against the seat belt and my chest...i couldnt believe this was happening. just about an hour ago, i was about to propose to the most stunning woman in the world and i truly worshipped the ground she walked on. i never thought in a million years that i would ever be able to feel like that again, and i got the chance. for a split second, everything in my life was complete...perfect. i had the band, a brilliant, rewarding career, an amazing girlfriend and a beautiful baby on the way. FUCK! THE BABY!! what if them mother fuckers hurt our child, id be nothing without either of them...i sped up. it seemed like we'd been driving for absolutely hours, and the cars beside and in front of us just ambled along, taking their time, unaware that the love of my life could be potentially killed..i couldnt think like that. I FUCKING MUSTN'T...i got faster and faster...overtaking cars...FASTER, FASTER...the spedometer hit 90mph...FASTER!! "woah! man..slow down! you'll fucking kill us!" Ricky shouted from the back. "NO FUCKING WAY RICK! MY GIRLFRIEND AND CHILD COULD BE FUCKING DEAD RIGHT NOW, SO NO I WONT FUCKING SLOW DOWN!" i roared into the back..i was losing focus, my eyes pulled back into focus onto the road. "child?" Ghost questioned. "no fucking way man?! congratulations Chris!" they all said near enough in sync..i sudenly but momentarily felt proud, proud that i would get a second chance to be a dad, a great dad to our baby boy/girl. secretly i hoped it would be a girl. a beautiful girl with Kaya's eyes. PERFECTION "thanks man" i said and half smiled into the mirror. ricky said "im so happy for you man, u deserve it" i smiled in thanks and gratitude...as the hours rolled on, i got more and more tired. i pulled into a gas station and we grabbed some food, then Balz took the wheel. it was about another hour before i saw a sign for Kaya's hometown..we spent the journey from the gas station in silence, and i began to feel more and more  anxious about Kaya. We were almost at her street and we saw flashing blue lights in the dusk distance and then a siren...as it neared it became more distinct and then it came past. it was an ambulance. my heart sped up and began crshing wildly against my rib cage. i felt tears of pure terror fill my eyes and i could no longer see, i started to shake with worry and my hearing went fuzzy. this lasted for a few minutes, and i could hear muffled voices around me, i thought i was going to have some sort of fit. it wasnt long before i felt someone steady my shaking and they were shouting..i couldnt work out what they were saying..all i could think of was the ambulance and my stunning Kaya and our unborn child. "chris.....chris!.....CHRIS, MAN!" Ricky screamed in my ear, the voice became clear and i began to stop shaking. my sight came back and we were arked a few doors down from Kaya's. "the ambulance" was all i managed to say. "i know man, dont worry, it wasnt for her" ricky said..i let out a sigh, as i must have been holding my breath. but now we were at her house and all hell was going to break lose..

_____________________________________________________________________________omg...im so sorry i havent updated recently. but from now on im going to update regulary ..so yeah, i hoped you liked this chapter, but i know it must have been boring but i promise that the next one is gonna be awesome...PLEASE COMMENT AND VOTE...thankyou xx