"I cant tell you how sorry i am Chris. i deserved to die that night..im a fucking murderer!" Chris just stood there, trying to take on the life compromising information we'd just received. "U knew" was all he said and stormed out slamming the door. i just sat and cried for ages and ages. i then confirmed that i wanted to have the procedure to remove our dead baby. he/she would have been absolutely beautiful..
CHRIS' POV
I didnt know how to deal with the news..i swear she knew she was pregnant, otherwise she wouldn't have reacted like she did. I ran into the guys toilets and sat in a cubicle and cried my fucking eyes out. sure i didnt want a kid atm but it would have been nice to have a junior Chris or Kaya running around. and he or she would have brought me and Kaya closer together. oh fuck, i have to deal with things better. i cant imagine how she must be feeling right now knowing that it was her doing. no no! this wasnt her fault!! i should have been there for her that night. i should have never said those horrible fucked up things to her! face it, i love her to the moon and back and ive just treated her like shit! she deserves much better!
I made my way out of the cubicle and went over to the mirror. frankly i looked awful! no girl has ever had this effect on me! this must be proper love..something worth fighting for. i stared at my tear stained face and realized she must be going through hell right now! I need to be with her, to comfort her. with that, i ran down the endless corridors to where we had been previously. i had no idea what id say to her when i got there though. the room was empty.. fuck! where is she? i ran to the main reception and asked where she was "Kaya is undergoing surgery at the moment" the receptionist said in an expressionless voice "whats happening?" i asked quickly.... i needed to apologize. "Shes having an procedure to remove the deceased baby" she replied "where can i wait?" i asked getting impatient. She told me to wait outside the theatre until she came round. The beautiful love of my life...
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Sorry that was so short guys but i didnt want u to wait ages for an update like last time! ill write some more tonight.. please leave feedback in a comment!!
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City Lights (Chris Motionless Cerulli)
FanficWhen Kaya bumps into Chris Motionless in the line for Hobz Pit, he asks her to ride with him. After he comforts her about her cheating ex, she discovers that they have more in common than she once thought. She suddenly finds herself in love with him...
