We accept the love we think we deserve (Sam Daniel and Hayes Grier)

Chapter 7

Jessica's P.O.V

I woke up in Haley's room. I got up and went to mine. I decide to take a shower. I jumped in and did everything I needed to. I then got out and dried off. I put my robe on. I did my hair and make up. I curled my hair and put a pink now in it. I picked out some pink skinny jeans with holes on them (not big enough to see anything.) and a pink crop top that said 'his'. I texted Sam.
Your baby girl😘😍💙) Hey wear you 'her's' shirt for me pwease

He texted back very fast.

Your sexy beast Sammy😘😍💜) okay baby.

I put my phone in my pocket and grabbed my school bag. I went down stairs and grabbed my lunch. I wasn't hungry so I didn't eat. I took my medication. My depression pills. My A.D.D pills and some pain relievers for my head ache. Haley came down stairs and grabbed her lunch. We walked to the bus stop. It was pretty chilly outside and I didn't have a sweatshirt. Then I remembered I had my MAGCON sweatshirt in my bag. I slipped it on. I went to MAGCON last year. It said Hayes Grier on the back. He signed it and gave me his number. We got really close actually. But anyways. I didn't see Sam so I assumed he was getting driven to school. I got on the bus and sat with Chandler. We talked the whole way to school. We got off the bus and he walked with me to my locker. His was by mine. We got our books for first hour. When we were walking I saw Sam holding hands with another girl. My heart broke into a million and five pieces. I decided to text my mom.

Daughter❤😘😬) can you pick me up from school I don't feel good.

Mama bear😘❤😬) sure sweetie see you in 10.

I went to class and sat there until I was called to the office. I got all my stuff from my locker. Sam walked towards me. "Hey babe." I ignored him and kept walking. "Yo Jessica!! Why are you ignoring me I know you can hear me." I turned an faced him. "Mate because I trusted you. I saw you holding hands with that girl and do not say she grabbed your hand. I saw it Sam I'm not stupid." I snapped. I walked out of the school into my mom's car. We got home and I ran to my room. I decided to text Hayes.

Jessieroo😘❤) hey. Sorry I haven't texted you in awhile I miss you.

Hayesyroo😘❤) hey I miss you too. Guess who is single!!

Jessieroo😘❤) these losers over here!!

Hayesyroo😘❤) yup. Lol. So I'm coming to Georgia for a few weeks we should meet up.

Jessieroo😘❤) OMG!! Yes!! Well I have to go. My agent is here to give me my script for The Walking Dead!!

Hayesyroo😘❤) okay love ya babe.

Jessieroo😘❤) love ya too.

I threw my phone on the bed and went to talk to Rebecca. She gave my script and left. I started to read over it. I got a face time. It was Taylor. My best friend from Michigan.

"-Taylor.
'- Jessica.

"Hey Jess."
'Hey gurt.'
"So I get to come to Atlanta for some recording time."

She's a singer.

'Okay well I gotta go bye love ya'
"Love you too" I ended the FaceTime and decided to take a shower. I got out if the shower and put Hayes' Nike shorts on and a MAGCON sweatshirt on. I had 13 missed calls and 3 texts.

Sam💔💔) hey I'm sorry. Please don't be mad. I shouldn't have done it. It was a huge mistake. She means nothing to me.

Chandler😘❤) why did you leave school.? xx

I answered Chandler.

Jessica😘💙) just didn't feel to good. xx

I then decided to answer Sam.

Your baby girl 😘😍💙) you saying sorry doesn't work. If I said sorry to my dad he wouldn't come back to life would he.? No. Sorry doesn't fix stuff.

I looked out my window to see Sam holding hands with another girl. I felt tears start to sting my eyes. I didn't even try to hold them back. I let them rush down my face. I loved him. And he made me believe him. I think Sam saw me looking at him through my window because he ran to my house. I went down stairs and my mom already opened the door. I ran to my room and locked my door. "Jessica let me in." I started crying harder. "No!" I got a text from Hayes.

Hayesyroo😘❤) in Atlanta meet me in Starbucks.

Jessieroo😘❤) okay see you in a few xx

I opened my door. I grabbed my wallet and just ignored Sam. "Mom I'm going to Starbucks."
"Okay sweetie." I walked out my door. I grabbed my penny board and went as fast as I could so sam wouldn't catch up. I finally got to Starbucks. Hayes was crowded by a ton of girls. "Excuse me." I got to Hayes. I pretend to be a fan girl. "OMG!! You're Hayes Grier!! I love you so much.!!" He started to laugh. Danny got very one away from Hayes and I. We got all caught up. "Wanna go back to my place Hayes.?" He nodded. I grabbed my penny board and walked with Hayes. He grabbed my hand. I didn't mind though. We were walking and swinging our arms being ourselves. Then we walked last sam's house. He was crying on his front porch. I was hoping he wouldn't see me. But sadly he did. "Jessica I'm sorry. Please. It was a mistake.!" He hayes looked at me worried. "Uh who are you.?" Sam asked Hayes. Probably noticing us holding hands. "I'm Hayes. Her best friend." Sam just stood there. "Why are you guys holding hands." I glared at him. "Why did you cheat on me twice. Why did you have to hurt me. Why do you just say you love me and hurt me more. Why am I still with you. And you know what the answer to that question. Because I love you. But you don't feel the same way. At least I know Hayes cares. You don't give a rats ass about me. And that's just fine." I was surprised that I said all of that. I knew that I was crying. I hugged Hayes. I put my head into his chest. He picked me up bridal style and took me home. "Hello Hayes. Is Jessica all right." He set me down. "Yeah mom I'm fine. Just Sam." I couldn't even say his name without making myself cry. Hayes went to his hotel. And I stayed home. Sam put a new video on YouTube. It was another Vlog. I decided to watch it.

"Hey guys its Sam. Sorry my eyes are all puffy I was crying. Yes I was crying. Anyways. I want to explain something and I'm hoping that the love of my life is watching this. I love you Jessica. I never meant to hurt you. It was the dumbest choice i have ever made in my life. I love you. Only you. I'm sorry and I know sorry doesn't cut it. But if you are watching this Jessica. Look out your window. Right now." I got off my bed and went to my window. Sam was there with Chandler, Mingus, Hayes and Nash. They were holding up signs that said. 'I'm sorry. I love you' I ran outside. I hugged sam. "I love you Jessica. Only you." Then we shared a very passionate kiss. I knew then that I needed to find this bitch and beat her face in.
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