It all started with a picture (Jungkook x Reader)

Chapter 9: Explanations

After a week, I've haven't talked to Jungkook. I didn't want to answer his messages or hear from him, for I already knew the surprise; A very unpleasant one and one that had left my heart broken in pieces.

He gave me hope ...

Or was it me who imagined something between us two?

I didn't know, not even my friends. They were so annoyed, they wanted to tear him into pieces ever since they saw me that day arrived to my house crying. They consoled me saying that I was worth more than that and that he was losing someone precious like me.

But though, it hurt, I had to continue my path. That's why I went to the park where he confessed, because I wanted to understand my feelings more. I wanted to know if what I once thought was beautiful was real ... or just an illusion.

I couldn't help crying that cold afternoon, thank goodness that I had brought a coat.

- [Y / N], Why don't you answer the calls? - I knew who it was, it was Jungkook. I stayed like a stone, it wasn't possible for him to know that I was there, unless he came to my house and my friends would've told him ...

"I order you to go, I don't want to talk to you." I said annoyed and kept walking, ignoring him completely.
 
"Did I do something to bother you?" He asks me sadly; he probably was acting.

"No," I answered roughly, and a few steps away from him. If I don't go, I'm going to start crying. "Go away please." I said

"Are you sure you don't want to tell me anything?" He said

"Maybe.." he continued but I inturrupted.

"Look Jungkook, it's not you, is me," I said reluctantly and I turned to see him in the eyes, he looked as hurt as I am... "The thing that hurts the most Jungkook, is that I was so stupid for believing that you, an idol, could love a simple photographer like me" I said hurt and suppressing my feelings, as I always do. But a rebellious tear fell from my cheek.

"What are you talking about?" He asks me in a broken voice; I think he was going to cry too.

"I don't want to hear anything you have to say to me, I know you went back with your ex Kim Min An, she took care of scrubbing her happiness in my face. Thanks for the surprise." I said in a bad way and rude, biting my lip back to help suppress my feeling.

I can swear I see rage on his face, as if ...

That would have been a surprise to him.

"Did she say that?" He asked and I nodded, but I don't speak to him, I even turn my back on him. He sighs. "Look at me and tell me with words. Don't ignore me ... please" he said that last sentence with pain.

"Yes, liar." I said without turning myself to face him

"She lies, let me explain" he said

"Aam!? And how do you expect me to believe in you!?" I turn and lose control and start to cry - EVIL DECEASED !! I'VE BEEN ILLUSIONED !! AND ALL FOR WHAT !? TO GO OUT WITH THAT BASTARD OF YOUR EX ?! I THINK THAT ALL OF THIS TIME YOU HAVE LIED TO ME !!"
Before all that I keep shouting and beating him in the chest, I didn't even tell him to speak. He didn't move, apparently he was comprehensive. I was angry, I hated myself for being so stupid. That's why sometimes I want to be more cold hearted and not so innocent, so they don't take advantage of me.
 
" [Y/ N], are you feeling better already" - he asks me with a tear coming down his cheek and I just glared at him, with all the makeup  running down my face. I have almost no voice, how to refute everything I'm going to say. I no longer had strength.-

"Spit it out," I say angrily, turning away from him.

"Kim Min An and I are not engaged, she is obsessed with me and she wasn't the surprise, I was supposed to be outside when you arrived. The surprise was ... that I had returned your job. I'll be late for the paperwork." He respond

"You're lying to me, they always say the same, even in cheap novels." I said with hatred, denying everything he had told me; I was closed in a bubble.
"You can believe me, because I bring the document," he says and gives me the document that clearly states that I already had a job. Then he takes a napkin out of his pocket and wipe of my tears. "If I wanted Min An ... I wouldn't have returned you your job." He said

"But you could do it out of compassion." I said

"Yes" he says to me with affection and sincerity and he himself dries my tears, feeling my heart beating again ... I am falling into his game, again. [Y/ N], don't fall, you have to be strong, I thought to myself. "But you have no idea what I had to do to return it and get here, where you are. Do you know the suffering I had because you didn't answer my messages?" He said with a feeling of great guilt. "Don't you know what your friends almost sisters did to me because of Kim Min An when I got to your house to hear from you? That's no compassion... I really like you.

"What did my friends do to you?" I ask with one eyebrow arched, my heart racing for miles, so that he expresses himself in this way means that something was done to him ... something strong.

"When I went to your house, to ask for you, your friends the first thing they did was yell at me, then hit me and shoot me with the first thing they found." while he continued explaning, he showed me a bruise in his hand, really they were my friends. "Then they asked me for explanations and I told him the same thing I said to you ... now they are on the way to the house of Min An." He finished explaining.

"What would they do there?" I asked.

"Well, they told me they were going to"talk" to her, but when I saw how they reacted when they saw me, I don't think they're just going to talk." he said and he couldn't help but smirk, while I just smiled. Although he died of laughter inside.

In that, I received a message from Krystal, whom I attended as more important than him.
 
"[Y / N], you'd better believe this man, that he's telling the truth. We've already investigated, he's telling the truth"

"Postscript: don't ask how we know"

"Post-Postdata: Tell Jungkook that if he does something like this again, I will not forgive him"

I couldn't help but smile broadly.

"And ... [Y/ N] ... " Jungkook says to me somewhat timid and with trembling voice with the head down, to which I look up, because I was anxious of what he would say.

"Please forgive me. I regret what Min An made you suffer for me" he said and sighed in pain, to which I felt I should forgive him. My heart was going to explode. So many feelings in a single moment, they had me mellow, but of what I was sure, was that he was sincere ... And that he liked me, I liked it a lot.

"Yes, I forgive you," I say with a smile and he gives it back to me, apparently thinking I wouldn't forgive him.

"[Y/ N], there is still something I haven't told you" he says and smiles at me looking at the ground.

"What?" I ask him with a wide smile and he approaches me timidly and kisses me. I corresponded the kiss, because it was sincere and pure.

And this had become, our first kiss, something that neither of us would forget....