Thick girl in a Skinny world *ON HOLD*

Bittersweet

but i don't ever remember having or playing music i turn over and see a iPod on a dock and i wondering who it belonged to and then i heard the shower in the bathroom go off now I'm really worried i have no idea who is behind that door so i look at the door until i see him come out ................

Isiah came out the bathroom with just a towel around his waist and god lord was his body fine but. "why is he here? and why did he just get out the shower?, i thought he was mad at me. oh lord why is he do fine?"

"You like what you see because you are looking pretty hard" he said 

" www-why are you hh-here" i tried to say but it came out as a stutter.

a smirk came across his faces and he grabbed some clothes and went back into the bathroom. he still did not answer my question.

he came back out with some black basketball shorts on and a white wife beater on. 

Isiah came and sat next to me in the bed. "So kirah i just wanna say i love you with all my heart and i know i heart you but i want to know if you could forgive me for the way i have treated you for the past 3 years i just had so much going on at the time" 

After he said that i really did not know what to say i was speechless. so we just looked at each other for like five minutes until he leaned in and kissed me.. 

    "Yakirah, Wake up its time to take your pain medicine".. The nurse said waking me up from my dream 

oh my god that dream felt so real like it was happening right now. but why would i be having these kind of dreams about him. God know how much i cant stand him.

But i know i cant wait to go home. as the nurse left the room Asia and Tahj walked in with flowers and a really big teddy bear, and get well soon balloons. and they were smiling super hard.

Asia: hey girl how are you feeling.

Me: i'm feeling a lot better what are you guys doing here.

Tahj: girl you know we had to come see you we could not just leave you hanging like that.

Me: awe that's sweet of you guys 

Asia: and we had to bring you your homework. she said handing me this folder fool of papers.

Me: thanks, But i have a question for you guys.

"Shot" they said at the same time.

Me: Did they find J-James. i said trying not to get emotional or cry 

they gave each other a look and then looked back at me with sorrow and worried in their eyes. Asia and Tahj came to the side of my bed and Tahj spoke first.

Tahj: Yakirah you know we love you and we would never lie to you right.

i looked at here weird and said " yea i know that, do you guys have something you are trying to tell me"i said a little worried. then Tahj blurted out " JAMES IS DEAD"....

i had this bittersweet feeling inside of me because i thought that's what his azz get karma b!+ch. But then again i thought that is somebody son, uncle, brother and i KIND OF  felt bad for his family.

But i did also feel puzzled WHO KILLED HIM???

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SHORT CHAPTER I KNOW BUT I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT........

oh and Asia And tahj on the side>>>>>>>>>>>>>

~Theonly_Yonnie~