Thick girl in a Skinny world *ON HOLD*

Are past...

 What some people don't know is Isiah  and i once were best friend i mean super close if you seen Isiah  you seen me  but things changed  when we entered high school.

~FLASHBACK ~

"Hey whats up best friend" Isiah said, As i walked into high school on the first day of our freshman year. i was scared and i guess Isiah knew i was scared and he pulled Me into a  tight hug and said "every thing is going to be fine relax" so that's what i did.

The day went by quickly and before i knew it. It was lunch time  and i went to the cafeteria and i was looking for Isiah, i finally spotted him  and he was at this table with a whole bunch of wanna be thugs and there hoes and as i got closer to him i saw one of the hoes on his lap all up in his face laughing and just being fake. A part of me  wanted to snatch her off of him and beat her azz!! but  I'm not the one to cause a scene but then again he is not my man either  so i really cant say anything to him but i was kind of hurt by what i saw.

"What do your Fat Azz Want "  The hoe on Isiah lap said. I just look down as the whole table laughed including Isiah and I'm not gon lie when i saw him laughing with them it did kill all confidences i had . As the laughing died down i said a little above a whisper "Can I Talk To You Isiah in private". She got of his lap and and gave me a stank look but i ignored it.

"What do you want kirah" Isiah said. I looked at him like he just lost his mind.

"Well i thought we were gonna hang out but i guess i was wrong" i said looking him dead in his eyes.

"Look kirah i don't want to hang with you anymore until you lose some weight"  Isiah said. Little did he know i was really mad now. because this negro had the audacity to tell me i needed to lose some weight.

"You know what Isiah im fine the way i am if you dont like it  then dont look at me. You know what  are friendship is over don't ever take to me again in your life" and i walked away before he could reply. or see me start to cry i cant believe he actual said that to me he knew that my weight was a touchy subject. And we never talked again.

~FLASHBACK OVER ~

"YAKIRAH.... YAKIRAH". Isiah said shaking me back into reality.

"WHY THE HELL ARE YOU YELLING AND SHAKING ME HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND" I said yelling in his face.

"No but i think you have, i have been calling your name for like 5 minutes but you just zoned out" he said  

"Why are you even talking to me you know i don't like you and can you give me some room you all up in my space" i said pushing him back some and tried to get in my car once again but i was not able to because he pulled me back to him.

"You are  not going no were until you talk to me" he said with a serious face.

I chuckled at him and said " OH so now you want to talk to me like we friends, 3 yrs ago i told you not to talk to me what part of that did you not understand " at this point im laughing really hard at how serious his face is but little does he know. i may be laughing but im just as serious.

I was done talking and i got in my car and went home, i walked into my two story brick house like always it was empty because my mom was out of town again. but i got used to it, so i decided to take a long bath cause it was still early and i need some me time. By the time i got out of the tube it was 5:00pm and i gotta text from Tahj

MY Bestiee Tahj: hey Asia and i will be at your house at  5:30 be ready we going to the mall.

ME: OK!!! 

MY Bestiee Tahj: see you soon. 

~ISIAH P.O.V~

Man my face still hurt from her slapping me. I really wanted to talk to her but she was not having that 

she chuckled at me and said " OH so now you want to talk to me like we friends, 3 yrs ago i told you not to talk to me what part of that did you not understand " at this point she was  laughing really hard at how i tried to talk to her but. She did not want to listen.

Before i could say anything else she got in her car and sped off.

"DAMN" i said out loud  i really messed up our friendship in our freshman year, But my life was not going to well so i had to do what was best for me at the time and i wanted to fit in really bad i did not want to be a loser or a loner in high school so i did what i had to do.

~FLASHBACK~

I woke up early this morning because i'm starting my first day of high school  i was nervous and happy. because i only had a few more years until i got to get out on my own even though it was like i was on my own already because my mom was never home do to her drug problems and i never knew my dad  and i'am the only child so basically it was just me.

But i did have my best friend Yakirah she has been my best friend since fifth grade people us to talk about her and make fun of  her because she was not a small girl. And one day i stood up for her and we have been cool ever since.

Deep down inside i really liked her more than a friend once we go into 8th grade. And i would always think of a way to tell her like her but i chickened out every time, So time went on and we became closer friends But things changed when i got into high school.

I walked into the school and i waited for kirah to come in and she did and like always she looked  Beautiful . "Hey whats up best friend" i said, she looked kind of scared so  i pulled her into a really tight hug and said "every thing is going to be fine relax". surprisingly  she did what i said then we went out separate ways because the bell rung.

But before i went to class i had to meet Tre he was a Drug lord and a senior at my school i had to talk to him because i needed  to make some money, because my mom was using all the money we had for her drug addiction so i knew if i went to him her would help me out. OH and did i mention he is also my cousin. Anyway i met him out side in his car 

TRE: Hey was up lil cousin i heard you wanted to talk to me.

ME:  yea cuz i need to make some quick money because times is hard right now.

TRE: Are you sure because this life is not a game at all, once you start it is hella hard to stop.

ME: ik what I'm getting my self into i just need to be in.

TRE: all right then cuz, come to the Trap house today after school.

ME: all right thanks bruhh.

~FLASHBACK OVER~

So after that day happened i started working for my cousin and getting money the best way i can. And man a lot of other things started coming to me to like hoes but i was not complaining at all. I was taking out of my thoughts because my phone was buzzing and i had a text from my boy Allen he told me there was this party tonight at Cassie's house and i never turn down a party so i told him a would come through later. 

 Isiah on the side ~~~~~~>~~~~~~>~~~~~~~>>>~~~~~~~>>