Thick girl in a Skinny world *ON HOLD*

Will the 'Love' last

Hey my readers i love all the feed back im getting back from the book im writeing another book called 'The Love i thought i Had' check it out and let me know if i should continue with it

-love you guys~Theonly_yonnie~

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YAKIRAH P.O.V 

I was just laying in tahj guest room bed listening to music. And this song came on that described just how i  felt right now and it did nothing but mad me cry more.

 Tell me what you say now?
Tell me what you say
Come again?

If you cannot stay down
Then you do not have to pretend
Like there is no way out
I shoulda never let you in
Cause you got me fazed out

And don't take this personal
But you're the worst
You know what you've done to me
And although it hurts I know
I just can't keep runnin' away

Hook:
I don't need you x4
But I want you
I don't mean to x4
But I love you

Tell me what you say now
Tell me what you say?
You said that you would come again
You said that we would remain friends but
You know that I do not depend on
Nothing or no one
So why would you show up
So uninvited then
Just change my mind like that

Please don't take this personal
But you ain't shit
And you weren't special
Til I made you so
You better act like you know
That I've been through worse than you
I just can't keep running away
But I don't need you

Hook

Everybody's like
He's no item
Please don't like em
He don't wife em
He one nights em
I never listened
No
I shoulda figured though
All that shit you was spittin'
So unoriginal
But it was you
So I was with it
Then tell you the truth
Wish we never did it

Cause I usually do
Stick to the business
But you came out the blue
And then you just flipped it
God damn baby
My mind's blown
Be forgettin'
You live in a different time zone
Think I know what this is
It's just the time's wrong
Yeah I know what you did
But baby I'm grown
And my love is patient
And kind, and shit
This is real we can build
Through different types of shit
If you was really the realest
Wouldn't be fightin' it
I think your pride is just
In the way
Funny how everything changed
Once you got all that you wanted
Nothing was ever the same

Hook:
And though
I don't need you x4
I still want you
I don't mean to x4
But I love you

I don't need you x4
But I want you
I don't mean to x4
But I love you

Jhene aiko. knew exactly what she was talking about when she  made this song because that is how i felt about Isiah i mean he really hurt me i think i would be happier if it was with some random thot but it hit really hard when i found out it was one of my best friends. well at least i thought she was my best friend i guess not.

As i listening to other sad love songs i felt the bed move a little i got from under the covers and i saw the last person i would want to see right now. Isiah, oh my god does this boy have a tracker on me everywhere i go his hi yellow azz is right there. i thought to myself 

i did not even have the energy to talk to him so i just layed back down put my beats back on and acted like he was not even there. 

This nigga had the audacity to snatch the blanket off of me, i was about to cut him in a million pieces 

"WHAT THE F*CK DO YOU WANT" i yelled at him  he just looked at me and to me. it looked like he has been crying. But i don't know what for if anything I'm the only one who should be crying right now.