Janiah's POV
Harry came in my room and looked around. He looked shocked, almost. He spotted me in the very corner, crying while I was hugging my knees. I don't know what got to me, as I was taking out Harry's number out of my backpack, tears came running down my face. I felt sad for no reason. Lypophrenia, I think it was called. But there is a reason, I have a chance with Luke again. I can't go out with him though. I want to but I can't simply because well.. my mom.
Harry came closer and closer until he finally reached me.
"Hey what's wrong?" he says as he sits down next to me.
"Read this." I gave him all of the notes and observed his reactions to each of them. After about 10 minutes or so he put down the papers and just stared at the ground while picking on the skin of his fingers.
"So you're going to go out with him.."he says as his voice cracks a bit.
"That's the problem. I can't. That's why i'm crying."
"Why can't you?"
"My mom.. She won't let me date until highschool is over. It's really frustrating you know. I really really like him. Love if you want me to be more precise. I hate him for breaking up with me like that, but now I kinda understand."
"Jan-"
"I know I know. That's so bipolar of me. But to be honest with you, I don't think I've actually gotten over him. I always told myself I was but there was a small voice in my consience saying I wasn't." I rant to him as more and more tears come out of my eyes.
"Jani-"
"Ugh you probably don't understand! It's just so-"
"Janiah! Stop." Harry screams out.
ouch
"I'm sorry. You don't have to listen to me, just go."
"No. I'm not leaving. I do wanna listen to you and be here for you.. every step of the way." He says slowly as he grabs my hand.
"What do you think I should do?"
"Well I think that Luke is an ass and that you shouldn't give him a chance."
I pulled my hand away as soon as he said that.
"But.. if you really like him then tell your mom. I'm sure she'll understand." Harry says as he sighs.
"Than-"
"But! In my opinion, you really don't deserve him Janiah. You're beautiful. You're sweet and nice. You're smart. Everything a guy could ask for.. And he let you go. You deserve better." Harry says as he cups my cheeks.
"Thanks Harry. It means a lot." My heart was racing.
"I would do anything for you. If I was Luke, I would never let you go. Never."
We both looked into each other's eyes. His green eyes were dilated like before. They looked so beautiful. His jaw so defined. His lips so plump.
Harry lifted my chin and brought his lips to touch mine. Our lips moving together in sync. Have you ever had a kiss that felt like an electric shock? That's how it was. I've never felt like this before. Kissing Luke wasn't like this. Our kisses were pecks. Never like this. It's so new to me.
Luke! Goddamit Janiah, you can't do this. You like Luke. Not Harry.
I pulled away as soon as the thought came to my mind.
"I'm so sorry Harry. I can't do this. I-"
"It's fine. I understand. Erm, I'll be heading out."
Once Harry got out the room I paced back and forth. That kiss was something else. But no. I like Luke not Harry.
Either way, if you like one of them, you still won't be able to date any of them. My conscience says.
Harry's POV
Come on Harry. Kiss her!
I lifted her chin up and looked into her beautiful eyes. Her eyes were a hazel kind of color with brown strips surrounding it. Janiah's eyes looked the most beautiful when it was dilated and right now it was as dilated as ever. Damn she's perfect. Everything about her was beautiful. Her lips looked so full.
Do it Harry!
I went for it. I felt sparks as our lips touched. Her soft, warm lips tasted like strawberries. This was all I've been wanting ever since the day I saw her. Our lips were moving together, it was perfect.. Until she pulled away.
Dammit!
"I'm so sorry Harry. I can't do this. I-"
"It's fine. I understand. Erm, I'll be heading out."
As I walked out of her room I stayed outside for a little while. I wanted to hear what she was going to say to herself about this kiss that we had. I'm pretty sure she felt the same about it. For a few minutes, I heard nothing from her except her feet pacing around the room.
You like Luke. Not Harry. Harry's just your bestfriend. Luke wants to give you another chance. You love him Janiah! Luke Luke Luke!
Wow. There goes my hopes of actually having a relationship with her. I ran down the stairs and went straight for the door.
"Woah woah woah. Where are you going?" a little boy stops me from walking out.
"I'm going home? Who are you?"
"I'm Janiah's little brother, Trace." He says as he reaches for my hand to shake it. Trace looked just like Janiah except he had blonde hair.
"Oh well hello there Trace, now I'll talk to you some other time. I'm not really in the mood today. Sorry buddy."
As I was about to walk out of the door Trace yelled out :
"Are you the boy who keeps making my sister cry? Every night I hear her quiet sobs. It even makes me sad."
"Oh no. That's a different guy kiddo. If I was your sister's boyfriend I would never make her cry."
"I like you. What's your name again?"
"Harry. Harry Styles."
"Well nice to meet you Harry."
I smiled and waved at him as I got out of the house. Trace looked somewhat like a 6 or a 7 year old. His smile looked just like Janiah's. A dimple on his right cheek. And his eyes were the color of blue.
As I was walking back home, I decided to just act like it never happened. Act like how me and Janiah were the days before, bestfriends. It may hurt inside but she really needs someone at this moment, I can't just leave her the time when she needs me the most. Hopefully it isn't as awkward tomorrow.
It was dark outside. The street lights were the only things that helped me get to my house.
"Hey Styles!" a voice shouted out.
I looked around to see who it was. Then I saw four guys slowly coming up to me. I didn't know what they were going to do but I decided to run.
"Where do you think you're going?!" a deep voice shouted out.
I looked back and saw that they were all chasing me. Shit.
(( Hi guyssss. Can you comment down below who you picture Janiah as? ))
