when thugs Collide

betrayal or damaged

Beauty pov: i couldn't help but blush.that kiss was just…...damnn.
i spent the whole night talking to him.
                   morning
i woke up early asf...jaymeire left his wallet n phone so i half to drop by and give it to him..
i got outta bed and ran to the shower..after 45 mins i got out and put on my black bra and thong.i decided on my long  white skirt that's cut showing my leg and stops at my ankles,my black top that stops under my boobs ,my body necklace and my white wedges with a black bow in the back.i left my hair curly and parted it on the side then i did a little mascara and added black lip stick.i took a picture and posted it on instagram with the caption
@Tez_mainian😘😍- damnnn tez'mari thick😘😍 ooppps thats me.
i didn't  sit around to watch the likes and comments stroll in. i grabbed jaymeire stuff and walked out the door. i got in my black and white challenger and sped to his house.
40 mins later i pulled up.. i grabbed his phone and wallet and got out..after 3 minutes of knocking nobody came to the door. i couldn't call him because i have his phone so i picked the lock and walked in.
me- yooo jay you left your stu( gco)
i stopped talking when i saw a girl on her knees giving him head.
i never seen somebody jump up so fast.
him- ohh shit.. beauty its not what you think.
the girl excuse me i meant thot was trying to find her clothes.
i put his phone and wallet on the stand and looked at him.
him- beauty i swear that didn't mean nothing.. she just a hoe.
i hear this bullshit line every time ..im mad as hell,hurt but what the fuck do i look like showing it?
i had to get myself out this awkward situation soo i turned around and walked out.
he was screaming and calling my name.
as soon as i got to my car he ran out and grabbed my waist.
i pushed him off me n got in.
him- beauty please... talk to me.please..
this nigga really got me fucked up.. i can't believe i thought he was different..
i locked my doors and turned on kevin gates song movie.
i looked at him one last time before i sped off..
we wasn't in no relationship but how can you say "we working on being together. ..how can you just poor out your feelings to somebody then go and hurt them..i shouldn't even be feeling this way but i cant help it... he was with me all last night, holding me,wiping my tears telling me that he got my back  ...this why im single ...
i drove towards the trap.
20 mins later i got out and slammed the door.
i walked in and saw everybody working.
good because im not in the mood to yell or talk .
everybody was staring at me.
i walked upstairs to my office.
quan ,sleezy ,trey and milo were in there.
everybody turned to me ..
quan- hey baby girl.
i gave him a blank stare.
milo- sis you still mad about what sleezy said?
i glanced at sleezy n saw him looking at me... he looked terrible.
i shook my head no and sleezy jumped up n hugged me.
sleezy- thank you tezz n im soo sorry.
i nodded my head and sat back.
milo- what's wrong ? you not talking...
i pulled out a blunt n lit it.
quan- something happened because she usually talking and smiling.
i blew out the smoke then jaymeire walked in.
him- beauty im so sorry..
sleezy- what you did?
him- that hoe reka showed up came on to me n when beauty walked in she saw reka on her knees giving me head... she wouldn't even talk to me..
quan- you so fucking stupid..
king- shut up ...ik i fucked up man.
trey- beauty you good?
I really want them to leave me alone ...i just want to be left alone.
milo grabbed my arm n i snapped.
Me- get yo fucking hand off me!
i had to gritt my teeth.
sleezy- beauty...calm down.
me- calm down? im calm already bro.
milo- beauty ...
me- leave me alone.
quan- yall chill ..leave her alone.
milo- im sick of this ...you need to start taking your fucking meds..ever since ma disappeared n dad went to prison u been acting like this whenever ur hurt or mad so get yo ass up right now.
me- get yo hand off me.i aint mad nor hurt i just want to be left alone okay?
i could hear my voice crack.
milo- no you not..
he grabbed my arm and i just blacked out.. i started throwing shit,screaming i just couldn't hold it in any longer..
sleezy- BEAUTY STOP!
i punched the mirror and glass and blood was all i saw.
trey- OH MY GOD !! BEAUTY STOP.
somebody grabbed my shoulder n it got worse..i shot at the wall,
me- i just want to be left alone!!!
milo- beauty?
me- LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!I JUST WANNA BE LEFT ALONE!!!
by now i was crying, i hit the mirror again and flipped over the stand..
jaymeire was in shock, trey was yelling at him, quan was in shock n sleezy ran out.
20 mins later of me hitting stuff n crying i ended up on the floor hyperventilating i saw jayla and junior run in.
jayla- beauty close your eyes .
i was still trying to catch my breath..
milo grabbed my hand.
me- d..d..dont touch m...me!
jayla- junior take her shoes off n get that ice pack ,tell them to bring the nurse her hand is fucked up.
he ran out.
me- i...i..i jut wanna be l...l...left alone ....please!!
jayla- i know baby i know....
i watched the blood poor out my hand and blackness took over me.

jaymeire pov: i was in shock.. beauty was out of it....after she passed out everybody  got quiet .the nurse ran in.
him- what happened??
sleezy- it happened again.
im so confused.
nurse- i thought she was taking her meds
sleezy- man nawl.
i watched the nurse take a needle and put it in tae nose.after he did that she sat up coughing.
nurse- so nice to see you up tezz.. i thought i told you about not taking your meds.
she held her nose .
nurse- is it burning or bleeding?
her- burnin
he put a little water on her face. she her eyes were blood shot red and puffy n her face was red.
jayla- beauty what happened??
trey- she walked in on king dumb ass getting head after he was at her house all night .
jayla- king you so fucking stupid.
me- i didn't mean for it to happen...
i honestly didn't..
the nurse stitched her hand up and rapped it.
nurse- i need you to start taking your pills.
he gave her a bottle of pink pills she opened them n took two.

Beauty pov:  after i took my pills ..everybody was looking at me.
quan- what exactly are those pills for?
me- black outs.….
trey hugged me.
trey- damn tezz you had me scared.
me- my bad...
i saw jaymeire looking at me.
i turned my head.
king- beauty can we talk?
me- my NAME is Tezz and no.
i got up slowly.
i didn't want to look at everybody so i walked out.
i got in my car and sped off.