I'll be here for you (Finchel Fanfiction)

Sick

Chapter 4

-It has been two months after we got engaged. I am so happy!! Today me and Finn were sitting on our beds. He was typing for a new football segment for his job and I was reading a wedding planner magazine. I got this weird feeling in my stomach and I felt like I had to puke so I ran to the bathroom. I felt Finn hold my hair back and rub my back. When I was done he handed me my mouthwash. "Uug that was disgusting." He hugged me. "I know, but are you ok?" I kissed his cheek. "I feel fine now. Thanks for being here for me." He kisses my forehead. " I will always b here for you Rach I love you so much!!" I smile. I have the best fiancé in the whole world he's so caring and thoughtful! "I love you so much more." He laughs. "If you say so." We go back onto our bed and snuggle.

-My mother is coming this weekend so she, Rachel, Santana and Kurt can go look for Rachel's wedding dress. They are all really excited, but personally I can't wait to see her in it at our wedding!! I look over at her snuggled into my side reading a wedding magazine. I feel pride swell in my chest when I see the ring on her finger. Rachel Barbra Berry the love of my life is my fiancé. Man, I am the luckiest guy in the whole entire world. There is no one in this world who could ever come close to completing me like her. Because even the things that don't make sense about me, makes sense when I'm with her. She's like my beacon of light guiding me through the darkness. Another big bonus is that not only is her personality amazing and spontaneous, she's also drop dead gorgeous to me. She catches me staring at me. "What?!? Do I have something on my face?!?" I kiss her on the lips. "No darling I was just thinking of how lucky I am and of how much you mean to me, and also about how much I love you." She smiles. "Oh Finn that's so sweet!!" We eventually fall back asleep. I wake up to see Rachel running tithe bathroom with her hand over her mouth. I follow her into the bathroom quickly. I hold her hair and kiss her shoulder as she emptied the contents of her stomach. Afterwords I hand her the mouthwash and she kisses me. "Sorry I woke you." I kiss her forehead. "Darling it's fine. Are you sure your ok?!?" She sighs. "I don't know it feels like it's worse in the mornings." She looks at something and walks over to it and looks at it. Then back at me with a shocked expression on her face.

-I went over to my calendar. It said May 10th. My period was supposed to start on May 3rd... I am late. I.AM.LATE. I look at Finn. I feel the hot tears roll down my cheeks. "Finn I think I'm pregnant!" He goes to my side and hugs me. "Soo we are gonna be parents?" I cry. "I think so! What if I'm a bad mom!! Or or I have a miscarriage." I don't even wanna think about that happening...again. When me and Finn were apart while I was in college after Mr.Schue's wedding I got pregnant with him on a one night stand. But I never told anyone. I was just about to start showing when I lost it. I was four months along and I was starting to get attached to the baby. I talked to it a lot. Then I-I lost it! "Rachel! Stop it! Your gonna be an amazing mother!! Your so kind and understanding! And you have gift with children you know it!! And don't think like that! We are gonna have a healthy baby I promise." I smile just a little. "This baby is a little piece of perfection! It's half of me, and half of you!!" He continues then kisses me. I smile on his lips as my fears fade. "Your right. Can you go get me a few pregnancy tests?" He smiles. "Ok!" When he comes back I take all of the tests and after 5 minutes we go and check them.