Secrets revealed

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-We get pictures of the ultrasound and I can't help but stare at them. I going to be a father soon. I smile at Rachel and she has tears in her eyes. "I love you so much!" I tell her as we get into our car. "I love you too." I take her hand as we drive home.
-I really don't wanna tell him about the 1st baby at all. He will probably get upset and like leave me!! I feel a tear roll down my cheek as we enter our apartment. "F-Finn please don't leave me!!" He looks at me and hugs me. "Rachel!!! Don't even think about that!! No matter what you are about to say I won't ever ever leave you!! Your my soulmate. I only have half a heart without you and that just doesn't work." I sigh and cry into his shirt. "I-I miscarried!" "Y-you what?" I try to stop crying but it wasn't working. He took my hand and lead me to the couch. "W-well um after mr.schue's wedding you know we had a one night stand and I got p-pregnant! I-I was so s-scared so I didn't tell anyone! Not even Kurt or Santana!! But eventually I kinda got lonely so I started to talk to it! And I fell in love with my b-baby and I was just about starting to show so I was gonna tell e-everyone including you!! And then I-I l-lost it!!!" I start breaking down. Crying and sobbing so hard. Finn just sits beside me and pulls me into his arms and rocks me. "Shh baby it's ok. I bet it wasn't easy going through that but you can let it all out now. I'm here for you forever. I am not happy that you didn't tell me but I forgive you." I choke out "I-I a-am s-so s-sorry. " He lets me cry and I finally settle down. "Why did it have to happen? Why did we have to loose our baby?!?" I feel a stray tear roll down my cheek. He uses his thumb to wipe it away. "I think God took our baby away because we weren't ready, we were not together we were 19 and young with dreams ahead of us. I think he has great plans for our family but we just had to wait and not rush. But..." H put his hands on my stomach. "This is our baby and it's healthy and strong and we will give it the best life. You are this little babies mommy and it's gonna love you so much." I get this big smile on my face and put my hands on his.
- Well that was shocking. I guess I was almost a father before but I am glad that it didn't work out. Not because I lost a child but because I wasn't ready back then. Now I know what me and Rach need. We are ready and I am so proud that I get to be a daddy of Rachel Berry almost Hudson's child. "Now we get to tell my mom tomorrow when she visits!" She smiles "Yea!! Before I was nervous but now I'm excited to tell everyone!!" I kiss her straight on the lips and place my hands on her very small bump. "I love you both so much" she giggles. "We love you to." The next day my mom comes to visit. "Finny Bear!! Rachie!! It's been so long. She comes up and gives us huge bear hugs. "My little kiddies how are you?" We laugh and talk for hours. Rachel gets really nervous during dinner I can tell she is afraid my mom won't except our pregnancy. I squeeze her hand reassuringly. She smiles thankfully. After dinner I clear my throat. "Uh-hum. Mom me and Rachel have announcement." My mom nods, and I look at Rachel. "We're pregnant!!" She blurts out. I chuckle and kiss her cheek. "OH MY GOSH IMA BE A GRANDMA!!!" My mother shouts and gives me and Rachel another big bear hug. Rachel starts crying. "Rach, why are you crying?!" I ask concerned. "It's just i am so glad your mother is excited I was worried about nothing!!" I laugh and kiss her. "How far along are you?" My mother asks. "We are 2 and a half months a long and are due October 24!" I love how she says we. Like when I thought Quinn was pregnant with my child, (which thank god she wasn't.) she always said 'I'm pregnant' and 'my baby.' She never gave me or the actual dad Puck any credit. Rachel is the complete opposite always saying 'our baby' or 'we are pregnant' stuff like that. I smile at my two favorite women talking.
-Carol is so supportive and really excited. I am so glad I have her in my life. Finn was right; everything is gonna be alright. I catch him staring at me and we smile at each other. I love him so much. That night we lay in bed. "So now we have to tell Klaine, Brittana, and your dads." I smile. "Yea, how about you come to lunch with us tomorrow and we can tell them." I reply. "Ok!" He says excitedly and I giggle. "Next weekend, we should visit your dads to tell them as well." I smile at how well he knows me. "Yea!! I would love to." We lay there snuggling until we fall asleep. The next day we bed to lunch to meet up with Santana, Brittany, Blaine, and Kurt. I'm nervous, but I know my friends will understand. They are all really supportive to. "So me and Rach have a big announcement!" Finn says. I couldn't contain it anymore. "We're pregnant!!!" Finn smiles and takes my hand and squeezes it. 'I love you' he mouths. I smile and mouth 'I love you more' Kurt squeals. "We are gonna be aunts and uncles!!" Everyone cheers and talks and smiles. Then me, Carole, Kurt and Santana go to look for a dress. It took forever because Kurt was being a diva and surprisingly we have completely different tastes. But in the end we found the perfect dress. I was crying so hard when I was wearing it. "Oh Rachie you look absolutely stunning!!" Carole says. "Yea you do Berry." Santana agrees. "Your taste isn't terrible...that's definitely the dress diva. You look perfect!" Kurt says and we group hug. It's 5:00 when we leave. That took forever!! But I absolutely love my dress. Finn will love it to. I know he will. Me and Finn decided that our wedding should take place after the baby is born. And I can't wait, I'll get my baby then I will get to be a Hudson. I smile at the thought. I've always loved being Rachel Barbra Berry, but being Rachel Barbra Hudson sounds 10 x better!! A couple dats later I find myself in a car heading to see may fathers. When we pull into the driveway; I get nervous again. I look at Finn and he kisses me. "I love you" he says "I love you too" I reply and smile. I don't feel so nervous anymore. "Rachie! Finn!!" my dad Hiram exclaims. I laugh and hug him, I look over to see Finn and my daddy Leroy laughing. We sit down to dinner. "Hey guess what?" I ask my parents. "Yes?" They ask confused. I look over to Finn. "We're pregnant!" Finn says and my dads get all excited and hug me. Now everyone knows and I can finally relax.

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