Oh loving evil
Oh god-found hate
Oh envious calmness
Oh everlasting wickedness
Oh complete hole-filled hearts
How deadly these days have forever come.
My favorite little dark passage.
The endless darkness, the hatred, the passion.
I am the girl that likes little dark passages every once in a while, like you didn't know.
I am the complete opposite girl you think I am.
I am the girl inside the shadows, peering into the souls around me.
I am the girl looking, thoughtlessly, into how others act out their roles in this play called Life.
I am the girl that carelessly thinks upon disgust and death,
Love and life, hatred and hell.
I am simply not the girl you think I am.
I am the girl of complete happiness and all-knowing disdain.
I am the girl with every anger and disapproval towards the world.
I am the girl of high tolerance for pain and catcalls within earshot.
I am no more the perfect woman you have your thoughts about.
I am me,
The girl you don't understand
The girl you didn't think thought upon darkness
And dreamed upon walking with demons and fire.
I am me.
