Mistrust

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To my father and friend,

You seemingly can't get things straight.

Cause I'm in an endless hate.

I was falling, without a catcher.

I was oblivious, without a teller.

I was trusting, without the faith.

The moment I'm in need,

You're hurrying to leave.

I mistrusted.

You mistook my kindness for weakness.

I gave you another go.

You said sure.

But it was a no.

I fell to the floor.

I mistrusted again.

How stupid?!

I couldn't trust you to help me.

You couldn't be trusted to see.

It's the wounds you cut that I'm used to.

It's just stupid.

I am the girl named Me.

And if you knew me, you'd know.

If you trusted me, you'd be here.

And if I trusted you, I'd be there.

But we're on opposite sides of each others galaxy.

You messed with my mentality.

And so, with it, goes the neutrality.

So goodbye to your mistrust.

Goodbye to your stupidness.

I'm giving up on the elusiveness of this unjust.

So long to you.

Because I am the girl named Me.

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