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Chapter 6

My cat looks terrified it has nothing to do with the story, just his horror is beautiful.

haha hey guys.... a chapter huh? Yeah I'm trying to get back on schedule, now that everyone's done doing their taxes. So I was looking at my demographics and we have some Canadian readers. Cool. Anyways, sorry for the long wait, enjoy the chapter. <3

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"Are you serious? What took me so long?" I practically screeched at Kellin. He shrugged and looked away.

Annoyance made my skin itch and I paced away with my arms above my head. "What... What, not even a fucking 'thank you'? You could've died, Kellin! Shit, we could have died!"

Kellin rolled his eyes and sat up, glaring at me. "I had it under control."

I stopped and turned to him. "Unbelievable. You're so un-be-fuckin-lievable. Ugh, you so did not have it under control!"

Kellin's lip popped out into a pout and I turned my head so that I wouldn't stop being angry. "I seriously thought I had it..."

I sighed and sat down, next to him. He obviously didn't know that he hadn't stood a chance. "That was so scary. What the actual fuck... At least you aren't hurt."

He nodded and looked at me. "Good thing you aren't either." I looked deep into Kellin's sea green eyes and felt butterflies in my stomach for a moment. That's strange, it's just Kellin. Why should I be nervous around him? I glanced down at his pink lips and swallowed hard. Oh. Did I like Kellin? Well that's a strange development.
I smiled at Kellin lightly and brushed his raven hair behind his ear. The was the dark of his hair and the paleness of his skin contrasted was perfect. "I'm sorry for getting mad... I was just really worried." My stomach dropped at the thought of Kellin dying.

He gave a small smile back and surprised me by taking my hand. "It's okay. Next time I'll try to be more careful."

My smile changed into a frown. "Hopefully there won't be a next time for that."

He pursed his perfect lips. "Stuff like that happens... It's life up here, you know? Kill or be killed."

Kellin seemed so at peace with that statement, but I wasn't about to take that. I didn't want to kill anything else and I sure as hell didn't want to be killed either. That was so frusterating and I glared at Kellin as though he was the reason life was hard up in space.

"That's fucking bogus. Just stay on the island with me and never leave. Then we'll both be safe," I whined. Kellin smirked.

"And never live? I don't think so."
I pouted and put my hand on Kellins arm leaning close. "But...then you'll never die?" And then I did it. What my guts have been telling me to do, I finally fucking did it. Our breath had already been mixing, so I just took that chance. I kissed a space siren.

His lips tasted faintly like cotton candy, which really surprised me. Where the hell does a space being get cotton candy? Then I took notice to the fact that he was, actually, kissing me back and seemed to be really into it. His hand ran over my chest and his hips rocked side to side where he sat. I smiled faintly and pulled back, running my hand through his hair.

"So..." He started.

"Yeah... so..."

He cleared his throat and giggled lightly, all the while blushing furiously. "Oh, okay, that's a first."

I raised my eyebrows. "Really? You? Oh... yeah that's right. Space and stuff." I made awkward hand motions and pressed my lips together. "Yeah... yeah no people and stuff... yeah..."

I laughed at my own awkwardness and he joined in. "You're such a fucking dork. It's cute though, gotta admit."

"Hey, at least that's something you can't complain about!" I joked.

He giggled again. "Uh, yeah, that is kind of true. I fucked myself over with that one, didn't I?" Kellin leaned his head against my shoulder and I kissed the top of his head. He was really warm and felt nice leaning against me.

Everything was very innocent though, and I laughed. My mom would be so proud of me for not trying to fuck Kellin or something. She's probably thanking God right now.

And that's when my heart dropped. My mom. When would I see her again? Would I ever see her again? I shuddered lightly at the thought. She probably thought I was dead. Her and Dad. God, could they handle losing another kid? What if they couldn't take it? Did they already know about me? Shit, how long had I been in space? How long had I been on this fucking island?

My body tensed up. None of this would have happened if it weren't for Kellin. Anger and sadness welled up inside me and I stood up, pushing Kellin off of me. He gave me a confused look, than one of understanding.

"I... I'm sorry. I'll go now. See you in a couple days."

I watched him swim off with a scowl on my face. I just wanted to be home

Ok so this chapter is shorter very sorry I've been having some writers block. Anyway, Vic's so moody. Like a pregnant woman.