The Break Down

9.

(Zayn's POV)

I stare up at the ceiling for what seems to be the millionth time in my existence. This time it's because I'm happy, I have faith in myself again, I can make Taylor happy...without disappointing her and she loves me. Our family will be happy because I know that I can keep it that way.

I turn my head to the side and see Taylor peacefully sleeping looking like an angel on our all white bed. I smile in gratitude. I'm the only man that will ever have the pleasure of earning her heart, and I will be the only man to guard it for the rest of my life.

Her slow breathing is honestly the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, I mean it's just mesmerizing and all she's doing is breathing!, I'm fucking whipped. Her lashes flutter as usual when she breathes and it never fails every morning.

She reaches her hand slowly out of the blanket and wrinkles her nose then rubs it cutely. Her one finger under her nose while the other ones are pointed up and her thumb is curled. I smile softly and poke her nose gently which makes her eyebrows furrow but they soften when I rest my hand on her cheek.

She even let's out a small smile in her sleep. "Baby girl?" I mutter softly and she lets out a small moan. I smirk and try again. "Wake up baby." She doesn't move so I decide something a little more different. I take my hand from he face and pull her body just a little bit closer and bite my lip.

We are both still bare from our activities the night before. I decide to use that to my advantage and dip my hand under the covers and let my fingers graze across her lower region. At first she doesn't move but when I start to move my fingers expertly the way she likes her eyes shoot open and she gasps.

Her eyes land on mine and I bite my lip. "Wha-" I shh her and she looks at me shocked as I move my fingers letting one slide in her. Her eyes roll back and she lets them close.

"Hmm." She lets out a soft moan and I smirk, such a beautiful sight. "Ah, fuck." I enter a second finger and she slurs her words a bit. She bites her lip hard and tilts he head back.

Her breathing slightly heavier now as she grabs my wrist making me stop. I look at her confused and she looks at me devilishly. She dips under the covers and I suddenly and shocked when I feel her lips wrap around my member.

"Fuck, yes." I slam my head back on the pillow and run my hands through my hair. Her figure is bobbing up and down viciously under the blanket I lift the covers slightly to see her face and she looks at me from under her eyelashes and that alone makes me twitch in her mouth.

She moans against me and I groan in pleasure. "Fuck baby, keep going." She bobs harder and takes all of me in her mouth and moans swirling her tongue around and I groan hard releasing in her mouth. "Fuck!" I drag out and she licks me clean and swallows.

I just stare at her shocked as she sits on her knees in between my legs and licks the side of her mouth. I sit up quickly and slam my lips on to hers. "I fucking love you." I say as I stare into her eyes.

She giggles and says, "I fucking love you too." I smile and say, "you're a blessing...and I'm glad that you're mine." She blushed and hugs me gently. "Me too Zayn." I hum and rub her back gently as I lay us back down so she's over me.

I let out a deep groan and squeeze my eyes shut. "What's wrong?" I take a deep breath and say, "we are touching...and I'm still raw it's making me feel very vulnerable right now." She moves upward and I groan again.

She bites her lip and sinks down onto my lap. "Stopmovingplease!" I say all at once and she chuckles a bit. "Ok ok I'm sorry." I glare at her and say, "you're a tease."

She shrugs and nods. "I know." I smirk and buck my hips up to hers and she moans in shock. "How are you gonna call me a tease!" I laugh and she smacks my chest. I pull her down to me and kiss her lips deeply.