It's crazy how you can go from loving a person so much and then all of a sudden you can't look at them with the same love anymore. They've disappointed you so much and you just can't feel the same way, no matter how hard you try. I loved him and I praised him and I always looked at him as an innocent soul who always got picked on by people, but he's definitely not innocent and he has his faults and I mean so does everybody else, but there's just something about him that I can't AND REFUSE to accept. I did NOT switch to Jc's lane just because Kian is pretty much a jerk now, but it's just because I always felt closer to jc and even when I ''bashed'' him I was doing all of that out of love and I do look at jc as a big brother , I may joke about the whole incest situation, but I'm not interested in sleeping with him, I really just want him to do his own thing and to be appreciated and noticed for it.
As far as Kian goes, I'm over it. I found him in 2015 and now I'm ready to say Goodbye to him in 2017.. but It's not gonna be easy when he's everywhere.. he's apart of the knj channel and I have no choice, but to accept him.