I can be like yall and just appreciate the beautiful kiss, or I can be like myself and appreciate the kiss, but also roast the hell out of both of them for making it hard for me to enjoy it.
My love for this kiss has went from 100% to 90% because of all of the shit that had to be said and done in order for it to finally happen.
so, here's my appreciation of the kiss: yay. best freaking day of my entire life. it's real. blah blah fucking blah.
(I probably would have reacted differently if the video wouldn't have pissed me off before the kiss)
now, here is where I fuck up the moment. in 2:12 of the vlog.. Kian really knew how to be a dick about the entire situation as if he never kissed a guy. Kian is always bragging about kissing the same sex and now when he has to do it for his own show, it's a problem? you flirt 24/7 with jc and it's pretty clear that u have/had feelings for him at some point and now u wanna act completely differently? I guess it's different when you're in front of people and when it's just the two of u.
I feel like during this part of the vlog jc was already accepting the shit.
(he's not gonna get a pass, he's getting roasted also)
oh,and I didn't even notice Kian's phone screen until NOW.. so hey, dats awesome. BUT FOR SOME REASON.. Keredith isn't my problem right now. She's his girlfriend, I have no say so over what he does with her.
his attitude about it was just ugh. He wants to be an actor so badly and he doesn't even fucking realize that when it comes to ACTING, Ur gonna have a lot of problems like this and if u really wanna be successful, ur really gonna have to suck it tf up and get out of your comfort zone. You've known jc for like 5/6 years and ur telling me that kissing him would be worse than kissing a total stranger? OH IM SO SORRY, Didn't Know that u were so fucking lost about your sexuality that u literally had to make it a big deal. how tf are u gonna become an aspiring actor with that kind of mindset? <flop ass>
and then, later on in the video he goes on and says how it was amazing and how he'd do it again and then he totally ACKNOWLEDGED the whole damn thing, and then he told him not to put it in there. SO, it's clear that KIAN is only "GAY'' in private. <when there's only like two people around>// I feel like he's so afraid of people thinking/knowing he's gay, that he'd go and ACT like a fucking jerk just to prove that he's not a homosexual. The way he flips and flops is so confusing and I hate it.
if ur in a relationship and u wanna be faithful. STOP FLIRTING WITH JC AND STOP ASKING HIM ABOUT BEING HIS BOYFRIEND.
UR CHEATING WITH THOSE WORDS AND JUST NOT TOO LONG AGO U WERE ACTING AS IF KISSING HIM WAS THE WORST THING IN THE ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD.
I understand what ya'll might say. "they were in front of a lot of people." I understand that. I really do and that wouldn't be easy for me either.
but the way that they made it out of a big deal should have been left out of the fucking vlog.
u can't like it one minute and then NOT like it. stop trying hide who tf you are, it's obvious