Yandere ➸ Vhope

~5~

|Hoseok|

I don't blame you for hating me. I wouldn't be surprised if anyone hate me right now. And stop telling me those pretty lies. I'm not beautiful.

Nothing about me is beautiful.

I appreciate how kind you are to me Taehyung but please stop lying to me. Stop trying to make it seem like things will get better because they won't. Once Nari dies I'll most likely be next in line. I'm not even mentally stable right now so imagine what I'll be like after she's gone. I'll have gone crazy.

Do I love Nari? I'm not sure. I think I do. I have no other choice but to love her. Besides, I don't know what it feels like to be in love. Maybe this is how it's supposed to feel.

I promised her parents that I would stay with her for the rest of her short life. She has six months left.

Just six months.

I think Nari is this way because she's afraid. Afraid because I'm all she has left and I could leave her at any minute. Though, that doesn't make an exception for her trying to kill people over me, including me.

By the way, I saw you staring at me. I thought it was kinda...cute? And if you were wondering, I was crying because I made a fool of myself thanks to Nari for about the billionth time.

Well then, I guess I'm done talking to you inside of my head.

Bye Taetae.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked around the room. That all too familiar sound of beeping on a heart monitor. Just the thought of it showing a flat line sends chills down my spine.

The minute that I sat up, everyone came rushing into the room again. "Thank god you're awake. You almost gave me a heart attack" Jin said before pulling me into a hug. I hissed at the contact since my body was still aching from earlier. I guess he noticed this and let go quickly. "Sorry."

"Who's this little one?" I asked referring to the little girl with red hair. "I'm Isabelle" she told me. I gave her a weak smile and she walked over to me.

"Did you get plastic surgery?"

I gasped feeling a little offended. "Of course not. I was born like this. If you don't like it then too bad" I said. Isabelle poked my cheek. " I didn't mean it in a rude way. It's just that you're really pretty. I'm almost jealous."

I felt myself blush at what she said. "T-thanks" I told her awkwardly. "Isabelle, when will you learn that sometimes you need to just shut your mouth?" Yoongi scolded. "Yoongi! That is no way to speak to a child" Jimin said picking up Isabelle and hugging her close to him.

I chuckled at their behavior. "Are you feeling better hyung?" Jungkook asked. I nodded. "Are you sure? You look kind of sad" Namjoon added on. I nodded again.

There was a light knocking on the door. "Visiting hours are over" a nurse told us. I looked at the clock on the wall and saw that it was 9:00 pm. " I guess we'll see you tomorrow" Jin said before giving me a hug and kissing the top of my head. "Hyung~" I whined.

Everyone came up to me and hugged me before leaving. They all left except for Taehyung. "Taetae? You're not going with them?" I asked. He shook his head. "I'm too worried about you to leave you here alone" he said pulling a chair up to the side of my bed.