Yandere ➸ Vhope

~30~

Hoseok hesitantly stepped out of the bathroom with bright red cheeks. "T-Tae?" he stuttered. Taehyung peeked his head out from under the blanket. "I'm sorry hyung. I didn't know you were in...that state. I wouldn't have went inside if I knew."

Hoseok scratched his head awkwardly. "Um...it's fine" he told the younger even though it was the complete opposite. He felt really weird due to the fact that Taehyung saw him naked. Sure, they're in a relationship but it's still new to them.

Thankfully there was a knock on the door, ending the uncomfortable silence. "I'll get it" Taehyung said as he hopped off the bed and went over to the door. Once he opened it there was a man wearing all black holding a small brown box and an envelope.

"Hello. I'm looking for Kim Taehyung. Would you happen to know who that is?"

Taehyung hesitantly nodded. "That's me" he told the man. "Great. I was ordered to deliver this to you. Nari made this before her death and told me that she wanted you or Jung Hoseok to have it."

Taehyung took the box and letter from his hands. "Should I be concerned?" he asked. The man shrugged. "I have no clue what's inside the box. She was a very secretive girl." Taehyung nervously bit his lip. He was scared that something might jump out of the box when he opened it.

Flashback

|Nari|

I now understand why Hoseok loves Taehyung so much. He does much more for him than a sick girl like me could've ever done. I hurt him physically and emotionally and I regret every second of it. I don't know what was wrong with me.

Ever since I found out that I had cancer, I changed. I used to be so happy but now I just feel miserable. I was scared and angry and I took it out on the people around me. I'm a terrible person. Everyone is right. Hoseok doesn't deserve to be treated so badly.

I don't deserve someone as sweet and precious as him.

I guess that's why I'm where I am now. I'm in this lonely apartment with nothing but this teddy bear to keep me company. I hate to admit it but I brought this all upon myself. Me and my selfish, stupid, and childish acts led up to this.

Hoseok, I am so sorry. I miss you. I miss the old times when we laughed and smiled together. I miss the times when I had my hair and didn't have to wear these stupid wigs. I miss the times when I didn't have to wear this cannula around the house. You always told me to wear it but I'd say no because i didn't like how it made me look.

I wish I could go back in time and be a better girlfriend to you.

I shouldn't have lied to you.

You don't have a disease.

You have anxiety and It's all my fault. This is all my fault. I just didn't want to die alone. I was on my own for the majority of my life but I finally found someone and I really fucked up. I fucked up big time and I really hate myself for it.

It hurts but I am happy for you now. I'm happy that you're with your friends and I'm happy that you're smiling again. I really am.

Just do me one more favor.

Kill me. I want you kill me and end both of our suffering. You won't have to worry about me being in your way anymore and I won't have to worry about being alone. I can be with my brother. So please don't hate me.