Yandere ➸ Vhope

~19~

|Nari|

Oh sorry Taehyung. I hope I didn't break any of your bones. Oh wait, I do hope your bones are broken. Actually, I hope that you die. I want you to suffer. Suffer the way that I did. The sound of your crushing bones is the sound of my beating heart for my dear Hoseok.

He is going to love me again.

I will do whatever it takes to get him back. I will not hesitate to kill anyone who gets in my way. Even if I have to kill Hoseok, I will have him.

I finished brushing my teeth with his toothbrush and smiled in the mirror. I picked up my brush and carefully brushed my wig. After that, I went into the medicine cabinet and grabbed my pills. "I hate these things" I said aloud before opening them.

I popped all seven into my mouth and walked into the kitchen to get some water. I quickly gulped it down and threw the glass on the floor. "This isn't over Hoseok! I will-"

I was cut off when I began coughing. I clenched my chest as I struggled to breathe. This went on for almost ten minutes before I suddenly stopped. I walked over to sit on the couch and started playing with the stuffed bunny that Hoseok gave me. I hugged it and tried to imagine that it was Hoseok in my arms.

The faint smell of him still lingers on it.

|Hoseok|

Namjoon and I sat at the table with bowls of ramen in front of us. He's been forcing me to eat all week. He thinks that I'm getting better but I'm not. It's breaking me down more. Every time the chopsticks reach my mouth I feel like I'm swallowing an ounce of sadness rather than noodles.

"Hoseok, you haven't eaten much of your food today. Do I have to feed you again?" Namjoon asked. I stuck my hand out. "There's no need for that. It's just that I've already eaten three times today. Isn't this enough?"

Namjoon's mouth dropped open. "Hoseok. I get the feeling that you're hiding something from me. Is there something I should know about?" He asked me. "N-no" I said feeling a bit weary. "You know, you're a terrible liar. Have you been throwing up after meals?" "I-I..That's not important"

Namjoon stood up and walked over to me. He rested his hand on my shoulder. "Hyung, there's nothing to be ashamed of. I'm here for you and if something is wrong, you can always tell me. I may not fully understand what you're going through but I know that you've gone through a lot and take everything out on yourself. I want you to know that you're not in this alone."

I looked down.

"And I'm sure that Taehyung will get better in no time and greet you with his bright smile."

I couldn't help but smile at his words. "Thank you" I said, pulling him into a hug. He hugged me back and we stayed like that for a while. I wiped my eyes and let go of him. "I guess I should finish this for Taetae." Namjoon nodded. "I think he'd like that."

I slowly began eating my now cold ramen. It had a nice taste but it had an odd texture. I wanted to throw it out but Namjoon was right there and I had told him I'd eat it.

It took me almost twenty minutes to finish but I did and I was glad. Namjoon finally walked away and I felt like I was able to breathe again. "I'm proud of you Hoseok" Namjoon praised. I gave him a smile and went into Taehyung's room.