ever since I was a child,
I would wait for you at night
I was glad
to see you by my sleepy eyes,
to hold you,
to listen to you
even just for a little while
but I grew,
my heart away, it flew
most times I see myself in deep thoughts,
Alone..
maybe I would be better
if only you saw how I had suffer
and still I am
if only you realize much earlier,
how hard it is,
how hard to be independent
to watch,
to defend,
to understand what life is,
what people offers you,
what it's like to be betrayed
not only by a friend,
a lover,
but mostly by you
