it's like I found a friend
then I loved that friend so much,
next thing I know
I pushed that friend away
because I'm at the time
I'm losing myself.
like people can say why are you hurting
with that specific "petty" thing that's happening in your life?
I ask myself that question too.
I ask who understand?
What does depression feels?
is it running from everything in real life?
always tired?
don't want to go anywhere
but inside your room
and just sleep the day away?
stay inside the shower so long to clear your mind
but instead you end up overthinking.
feel lonely, cry quietly
keep it inside,
Laugh at anything, humorlessly.
and doesn't understand anything anymore.
I don't know.
I'm just burried so deep.
